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2008-06-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

Follow this link to where I belonged

A CHANGE

A goal.

2008-06-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since I touch this small blog of mine, kind of miss it thou. I guess when one gets older, you will really tends to plan ahead for your future, your goal, your dream, your wish list, your blah blah blah etc. Now, I have to really stop playing around and work harder towards my goal.

Over the past six month, I have succeeded many things. Some of which is graduating from RP and getting the SAP certificate which I have dreaded for so long. After I graduated from RP, I got so lost; I am not sure of what I should do at that instance and sometimes, it makes me really miss the environment, presentations, FYP times, facilitators, and most importantly, my friends.

And now, I really hate how time moves so fast, how the earth is changing, how so many natural disasters can struck at a time, and why must things happen. I guess for these happenings, we can't change it and SO, we just have to do our part as a human; as a Singaporean; as a .... Help those needy, if you can. As for money, we can still earn them back, but not life.

And another thing, I have discovered a new interest; a new love; a new idol group of mine.
Super Junior - starting from LeeTeuk(leader), Heechul, Hankyung, Yesung, Kangin, ShinDong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum and Kyuhyun.
Everything started when I start to watch 1 of their show: Full House.
And since then on, full house --> mystery 6 --> super junior show --> super adonis camp --> super summer --> explorer of human body --> etc.
Once you're addicted to them, there's no way you can stop.
Once an E.L.F, always an E.L.F.
EVER LASTING FRIENDS.
Only 13.

2008-04-05T12:50:00.000-07:00

Single is Good.
Freedom is what i want.
Hurt is what i want to get away from.
I'm living my own life.
That's my life.

Forever SJ.
Forever 13.

2007-10-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

last fri. ton.
sch and home.
nite. went to tampines.
met up with daryl & hulbert.
then to daryl's hse & slack.
wth both of them are high with spray.
awhile ltr went over pasir ris park to find daryl's gf, joanne lew lol,
& went parkway to play pool.
after, send joanne back & to daryl's hse again.
played " i have never....." game,
and drank lots of wine ar. damn it. tio sabo.
lots of dirty secrets lols.
next morning, bus down bugis for work.

mon. out.
sch-ed. then out with joanne & daryl.
first went over kpool to pak pool,
was quite sian-ed with the ppl and songs. no mood.
awhile ltr went over to snookerium.
lesser ppl and nicer songs =).
tired alr, went over jap's restaurant and eat.
cheapest set meal. $2.90.
taste so-so only. quite full.
drove me to amk and train home.

tues. ton.
pon sch. shall try not to pon too much alr >.<.
went sch for fyp & out.
while waiting for joanne,
went over with daryl to tampines ikea to slack.
hotdogs + meatballs. f. full ar.
after, went over joanne's hse to fetch her.
then to daryl's hse again.
too tired. slpt thru the nite w/o drinking.
next morning, brought paris(daryl's dog) along with us to sch.
fyp-ed and went for work.

fri. ton.
sch-ed. "hey gorgeous + milubing" came our sch.
sch finalists wasn't that good. watched awhile and out.
me, med, joanne + daryl went over joanne's hse.
slacked awhile then went over tampines ikea and meet daryl's frens.
after, went bedok 85 to have our dinner.
order lots of things. damn full.
after, something happened. which dampened our mood.
went over safra tampines to slack for awhile more,
then to fetch hulbert. and to daryl's hse.
atmosphere was weird. but with spray.
WE'RE ALL HIGH AGAIN.
lols didnt drank much, just spray & spray & knocked out.
next morning, daryl's mum drove joanne + me to parkway -.- and bus home.

out out out

2007-09-28T00:15:00.000-07:00

sch started. its fun.
i love my classmates =).

last wed. swim,
went sch for fyp.
after fyp, went hougang.
oh its a long long journey with joanne.
girls talk ah =]. saw accident along the way.
somehow we got lost lols. in the end we took cab.
went punggol clinic. and then went to eat.

last fri. daryl got his license LOL =]
grats dude.

last sat. work.
after work, went down tampines find them.
them = joanne, daryl and daryl's fren(hulbert).
went daryl's hse to ton.
lols played with the spray thingy. f.high.
and played our drinking game.
damn funny la. and fuck. i was damn suay.
drank till i puke =[.
beer sux la. awhile of slacking + spraying and i off to slp.
next morning. daryl drove me to work and others back home.

mon. mia for the whole 2nd break.
sian-ed. joanne has to work.
meanwhile, we met up with sean n gf.
went amk with them.
bought spray. eat zhi cha. walk arnd amk.
then, off to sean's hse.
played with candles and sparkle awhile.
and smtg happened la. anyway awhile ltr,
then we went off to meet joanne.
and i went back home alr.
tat day was f.suay la. tio daryl's car.
sorry.

tues. mooncake festival =).
brought bombs and candles.
after sch, hulbert came over our sch & meet us.
then we went down to tampines.
unsure of what to eat, so we decided to cook.
Tampines Giant. bought spray again. and some foods.
then to daryl's hse. and cook.
i cook kang kong. hulbert and his mash potatoes.
we also bought chickens LOL.
and it's our mooncake feast.
after eating. its our spraying time.
the 4 of us. spray thgt ar. damn f.high.
used up the whole bottle. laughing & laughing.
in the end, daryl + hulbert went down giant to buy more.
sprayed. slacked. laughed. till almost 1am.
then went to bedok reservoir. played with candles + bombs.
went for supper. and back to daryl's hse.
5+am slp. 8am woke up. fetch hulbert to sch.
and after, we went marsiling for breakfast.
then back to sch. for fyp and stuff.
then home =]. i miss my bed lol.

thurs. sian-ed joanne nver come sch.
role-played. & went for some pocky.
after sch, joanne come back sch to meet us (me, med & daryl).
shld be going chomp chomp but exit wrongly,
so we have to go amk and have dinner.
went botak jones for dinner. seriously amk's outlet is better.
and back home.

oh ya. daddy says he's gonna help me buy my PSP.
woohoo. damn happy. don't know true not.
but i still love my daddy =).
nightmares are coming again = (
it freaks me out. fuck.

2007-09-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

new song =)
Over It.
Katharine Mcphee.

being temperamental lately;
feel like not needed anywhere.

oh ya.
my class is w66c,
my fyp allocation is out : Japanese Anime Heaven

sun. work as usual.
was crappy during work.
saw lots of frens that day =).
esp. fel. i miss her.
cute customer lols. fun colleagues.

customer: i found this outside your shop (a worthless hp lols)

i pass to lewis.

lewis: i think better give to the customer service center
me: really mah, u give loh!
lewis: aiya better don't, ltr the people there take the phone
lewis go to the back,
lewis: eh, what if the hp belongs to a pretty gal, then i tell her.....
awhile later,
me: then how?
lewis: call the parents loh, i just now scanned through the phone alr and i saw the parents' contact. saying ICE DAD and ICE MUM (lols). and the person is a GUY.
wilson: wah, what if the father suddenly popped out and say "thanks for your help, i give u all 6million as ur reward".
lewis: then, the 3 of us SHARE LA.
wang peng; *act cries* u all forgot abt me le ar!

lols extend work till 6pm,
met up with joanne and went shopping.
awhile ltr, came daryl,
and we went for steamboat.
Adults - $15 (with free flow of water),
ate till v full ar, *yums yums*
and went home alr.

last wed; went clubbing.
met up with wei lei and zhen lin at jurong;
as usual zl was being crappy and lame.
and then came karen at tiong bahru.
lols cabbed to zouk =). ladies nite.
met up with fukeong there.
and it's mambo nite,
lols played guessing games, drank & danced.
1 hour ltr went over future to find karen & fren.
squeezy future lols. danced till 1+ and went back mambo.
arnd 2, karen & fren left first.
left with me & the guys, lols continued dancing at mambo,
had a hard time following their dance ar >.<.
last 30mins, went back future; the songs were nice =).
after club, slacked at prata shop & cabbed home.
lols zhenlin was REAL DRUNK man!!
he keep making fun of the uncle,
me, fukeong and wei lei was like laughing till our stomach peng ar.
what change 2nd gear thing ar,
uncle no business, dowan use the plastic bag to vomit alr then give back,
and etc la. lols he cant even walk properly la.
it's my 1st time clubbing with them,
and it's fun =). i miss them.

2007-09-11T20:32:00.000-07:00

-MIA-
sorry frens, just feel like stayin home today.
don't feel like replyin any sms/calls, sorry.

finally its my off day,
i love my home & my family =).

mon. work and supper.
yst. after work met up with ivan at teban,
met him for awhile and i went off alr. sry.
i'm really sry, ivan. just cant bring back the feelings.
supper with nianci, weilei n fukeong at arnd 2am.
went timah area for prata & gossips. and some "car ride" lols
fk is enlisting soon, take care =).
i miss my sec sch frens lols.

wed. mahjong.
finally its my off day again =).
lols its mahjong time with gals (janice, joanne n med).
i love mahjong-ing with them.
lots of gossips. -loves-

sun. work and tonning.
after work, joanne & daryl came over bugis to find med n me,
went to eat dou hua first, and pool at parklane.
pooled till 2+, and we cabbed down med's hse to ton.

a sudden urge.
i miss him(zy) so much.
if time can be reversed,
i wont treat him that badly.
maybe i still love him.
its over. arghhs shit.
can i have a second chance. LOLs.

photos time

2007-09-01T08:51:00.000-07:00

sick/tired/broke/suay/busy

didn't have the time to blog due to work, work and work.
oh ya, our bomber group is back LOL.
will update pics once i get it from others!!

21st august. met up with panda =).
i'm so sorry, i'm late and didn't get the chance to watch secret.
anyway we watched rush hour 3.
since we have some time, and so is dinner time for panda,
lols rush hour 3 is quite funny.
after movie, we sat down somewhere and chit chat,
yea chat n chat for quite long, but someone has to go home due to sch the other day lols.
its a nice day with panda =)

22nd august. medalin's bday.
after work rushed down to PS to meet my gals.
ate at cafe cartel. lols we order lots of foods.
ate till full. cut cake. took lots of photos.
med need to go off first cus meeting bf.
so me, joanne and janice went down heeren,
and take neoprints =). and finally home.

27th august. work + w54f chalet.
work early shift, and went back home.
after packing, went over to chalet at aloha loyang.
reached arnd 9, its great to see my classmates,
some classmates left early and so left with,
me, jolyn, joanne, daryl, fred, bau and eliz.
played drinking games, keep sabo here and there,
lols in the end, almost all are seh alr except eliz (cus she dont drink lols).
chitchat/drinking/ghost stories/etc...
woke up 9+am, checked out (service sucks).
went over to MAC for breakfast,
after breakfast, went to play pool =),
after pool session, went back home,
rest awhile, and work again -.-

29th + 30th august. rest + ton.
was sick and rest at home.
till joanne and daryl call and ask for movie with them,
went over cine, and the show had actually started la lols.
watched rush hour 3 again. its free tix and so don't want to waste it.
after movie, went over daryl's hse to ton,
and we psycho med to come over =).
watched some shows, and went to slp alr.
woke up arnd 8, and left his hse first as i need to work,
and bus all the way down to wdl lors -.-
after work, went home rest awhile,
and i need to go down PS for movie with,
joanne, daryl and medalin LOL.
watched 1408, and the movie is so-so only lors.
missed the last bus, and bobian cab home >.<
home and ks called to meet up for supper,
so met him arnd 2am for some chit chatting till 4+ and went home alr.

these few days just keep working and working.
its fun working with my cute cute colleagues.

oh fcuk..left two weeks of holidays.
lots of things need to chiong/buy.
work; (more money)
PP; (due date on early oct)
PSP;
enjoy and play hard =);

2007-08-14T04:18:00.000-07:00

hohoho just some random pics

mr.daryl is currently enjoying his life in states,
& our bomber grp is havin 2 weeks break from FUN.
sch ending soon, activities alr lining up =)
chalet.buffet.steamboat.cruise.clubbing.etc.

the attitude u gave just pissed me off,
u're just so .................

anyway,
try ur html skills =),
http://www.weikiat.net/wicked/games/thewicked/apple/level1.html

continuous tonning =)

2007-08-10T07:35:00.001-07:00

i'm tired *yawns* =),
now waiting for those joanne, daryl & sean to come my hse & ton LOL.

thurs. national day. sis + cousins' bday.
met up with joanne & daryl at marina for movie.
watched "The Bourne Ultimatum"; nice show=)
lols MR.SEAN called during the show,
& we decided, go his hse & ton.
went home 1st, b4 meeting them at yck.
settled; went out for supper(roti prata);
then back his hse, watched videos and slpt till 730,
took cab to sch & shag.

wed. shopping + clubbing =).
met up with joanne at bugis for some last min shoppin,
finally settled on a dress, lols & we bought the same=).
nite, met up with joanne, med & daryl,
intend to go st james, but seeing the crowds, we move to mos.
lols mos is damn packed la, squeezing all the way,
BUT it's FUN clubbing with my bitches lols.
LOTS of funny things happen, *muackss*
arnd 4+, seh alr went over to mac for some chilling out,
& train home =).

mon. shopping + new haircut.
after sch, went far east for some shopping with joanne + med;
ate & have a sudden urge to have a haircut.
ended up in marina(chapter2) as bugis's is too packed.
lols, quite happy with my haircut la.

-i love my bitches-
*<3>

hohoho

2007-08-05T03:05:00.000-07:00

i love my classmates now, w54f..
we are all so close to each other =)..
pokemon is the new thing in class lols.

fri, was marketing lesson.
saw him quite a few times = s,
& class was quite "dramatic" lars.
after sch went grocery shoppin,
with shuanna, joanne, med n daryl.
went shuanna's hse to cook lols.
shuanna cook spaghetti and i cook the rest =).
cook from 730 - 9, *yums yums*
had our dinner while waiting for sean to come lols
& finally our main lead, Mr.SEAN arrived at 1am.
played our drinking games, practically everyone have to drink,
lols all sabo joanne and sean lors. crazy us =)
arnd 3am we went to slp alr.

thurs, is my boss
JOANNE LEW, our LAO LEW's bday.
hahas HAPPY BIRTHDAY ar.
hope u like ur presents =)

wed, is a v nervous day ar >.<
havin fyp presentation,
everyone is so tense.
but luckily everything went out well,
fyp done sui sui. no fyp for 6 weeks hees.
went cwp, yoshinoya to have our dinner,
with joanne, med, shee rui, derek & keith.
after eating, me, joanne, med n sheerui,
went cine kbox to have our singing session.
lols its so fun hanging out with them,
we're so crazy inside the room, GET HIGH!!!
arnd 10, we went home alr..

tues, stayed in sch till late for fyp,
haha saw PM LEE walk passed us at lib.
everyone is so fake at there lars LMAO

shag

2007-07-28T14:51:00.001-07:00

fyp.pp.bdays.chilling."pockystick".cooking.kbox.chalet.chionging.cruise.shopping.movies.pooling.ton.etc.

omg my eye bags are getting bigger and bigger lars.
fyp is making me sooo crazy and busy, fyp is rushing me
just came back home from town.rainy days =(

yst, have fyp meeting in sch till late,
went with joanne, med & daryl for movie at amk hub.
lols watched 1130 show, and so we went coffeeshop for makan first.
watched "alone", some scenes are quite shocking but is expected,
all scary parts can be seen in the trailer.lame ending.
after movie, sean came over to meet us,
he drove us to roti-prata shop to eat, chill and to his hse.
lols went over to his hse's rooftop, pool's side and slack.
and back to his hse; cards game and slp till morning.
after, went to town with med, shop awhile and home.*freaking shag*

tues, had a mini-class gathering at nite.
shuanna came over jurong to fetch us (me, joanne, shiying and elizabeth),
after, she drove us back to wdl to meet sean n daryl.
had to slack at marsiling coffeeshop cus smtg delayed,
and finally arnd 12am, sean drove his jaguar to come and meet us LOLs.
and we all headed our way to town-kopitiam.
after eliz left, we went over to balestier and pak pool.
after pool, we send shiying back home first before heading to shuanna's hse and ton.
watched dolly ghost movie till 6am, and slpt till 10+am.had breakfast at marsiling coffeeshop.
and i headed off to sch for fyp =)

happy

2007-07-22T01:30:00.000-07:00

friends are v important to me..
relatives and my family are also v important to me..
i love them all =)

these few days keep gg out..

out with ks on thurs to pak pool..

fri, stayed back in sch for fyp and smtg funny happen la..
lols after eating at cwp, med came with me to meet sean n daryl..
haha slacked at amk mac, pool at lavender and to tiong bahru hong kong cafe..
dont ever go tat hong kong cafe and drink ar, lols simply sux..
sent med home and we continue our ton-ing at sean's hse till next day noon..

home at arnd 3 and was supposed to meet my BAOs at orchard,
BUT but i overslpt,i woke up at 5+ and so, did not meet them..
next time i'll meet up with u all kkies..sorries..
anyway went over to my aunt's restaurant to eat,
my uncle's treat cus cousin is back from overseas..
i love gatherings with my relatives..
& cousin's baby is so cute =)..
we're one big family hees..

i'm loved

2007-07-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

i cant hold onto a person whose heart doesn't belong to me anymore..im letting it go..it hurts but its the best choice..im slowly recovering alr..all thanks to my beloved friends and kors..i love them all..i'm glad that they're all by my side when i needed them..I PROMISE i will also be there for them when they need me(specific friends only lols u know who u're)..

btw MI LU BING rox..their songs are nice =)..

FYP is making me so busy and tired..my team is having our evaluation on 01-08-07, 2pm..WISH US GOOD LUCK..

on mon, went sch saw smtg i hate but im glad that my friends are there..they scold some sense into me..i need some scoldings to wake me up ;)..i must be even happier than him =)..lols stayed back for fyp and home..chat with shi hua till late nite and fyp..

tues, sch was tiring ar..lols went with classmates to the coffeeshop..hehes tis is the first time our class (W54F) is so bonding..took class photo still..lack that joanne only, she nver come sch =(..anyway after sch, med came over to my hse for awhile before we go over to her hse for stayover..lols med's hse is like a maze ar =p..waited for joanne to reach alr and we went over to kim seng or wadever place to eat and pool..so long nv pool alr, it's fun ;)..after which we rushed back to med's home and do rj..lols we 3 are like mad ppl lors, keep play and play lols and such a coincidence lors we 3 wore the same shirt(orange RP tee ;))..we chat, watched video and slp..the feelings are like our chiangmai times..so memorable

haha lots and lots of activities that we came out with after FYP:
- cruise
- clubbing
- chalet
- JB
- ......lots and lots ar

today woke up at 10+am, its so nice to slp at med's hse..so shuang..hahas wash up alr and we walked to tiong bahru market and have our breakfast/lunch..*yums yums*..after lunch, need to go back sch for fyp..saw abel on the way, and walked to sch..have fyp meeting, and home..i miss E37Q ar..

our yums yums food

our doggy food

hahas she's always posing for me too..

she say she loves me lols

updated

i jus saw victoria's blog..
yeaps don't worry i'm fine..
i'll move on and -smiles-..
good friends still ;)
i'll be fine..

2007-07-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

i guess i will have to face the truth..what is gone has gone..i wanted to salvage the relationship but i dont think he want to..cus once he's decided on something, its really hard for him to change back alr..i noe u wanted someone who can understand u, care for u, appreciate u and etc..im sorry that i cant meet ur expectation..but still i must tel u that, up till now, i still love u deeply..no worries, i wont go disturb u anymore..i realized that there are so many things that i kept in my heart and didnt talk it out with u..actually have done smtg for u..if u want it then take from me bahs..just smtg i did in order to save the relationship, but..no use alr bahs..i'll always remb the 35 promises and the bet..its u who make me realize what love is..

these few days are really nightmare for me as i'm not getting enough slp ar..!@#@$%#%..insomnia..its like my mind will auto wake me up..so irritating..and on sat thot that it will be miserable working, but BUT lols got christie, pei lin, esther and zi bing these 4 jokers there, it really makes me feel better =)..and smtg embarrassed happened at workplace ar, 2 times still.."so ji dong ar got ppl order 20 cream puff meh" lols wad pei lin said to me, only they know what happened..and it really feels good joking and playing with them..actually thot of findin him to pass him the stuff, but i cant..on sun, work with shi hua and zi bing..wahs long time no see shi hua really miss her also ar..then we blah blah blah, talk abt lots and lots of stuff ar..saw lots of yuan ching sec ppl and anne was working at subway..while working, i really felt a little enlighten of smtg, i really need that..work all the way till closing..and pei lin came over cus she is sian lols..and we talk abt our sec sch times..i really miss my sec sch life ar..how nice will it be to reverse back the time, where there will only be happiness and laughter..my shop was the first to do closing and yet we are the last to pack up and go..contractor got smtg on -.- and jp management are chasing us and our equipment away..and so, we will have to move the equipments ourselves..after moving, the ppl there say "cant, this place cant, u need to put the stuff at the CENTER OF THE ROAD" wth, anyway we heck lars, we move the stuff to delifrance that area..and home, it feels good to be tired =)

the time:
- where me and the 10 baos are really close
- shopping with the baos
- our play at JTC (3 dragons)
- secretly da bao nuggets and crabstick back to class
- went for band practices
- enjoy ourselves during busking activities
- listen attentively to what mrs.wong is teaching
- gossip and gossip abt everything
- play badminton after sch at jurong spring cc
- having camp in the sch
- slacking and slping in chinese lesson
- having excursion, inter-class, cross country, etc...
- having our night remedial in sch
- enjoying our lives at 2e2 class chalet

lols suddenly i felt abit regretted of that quarrel i had with vic..as in such a small matter can turn out to be such a huge matter..i was so insensible, sorry ar..anyway take care..

i really must say THANKS to all my friends once again..for encouraging me, consoling me and everything..its really a great help..its really great to have all of u in my life..=)

-i miss my past-
-i miss my friends-
-i miss everything-
-i miss u-

2007-07-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

now im stuck in sch..today is the most terrible day i ever had, its like almost everything can make me cry..i really cant imagine myself without him..i think i will be crying all day long only bahs..today came sch with him and it feels really disheartening and heartbroken..i really want to hold ur hands like before, hug u like before, kiss u like before..i want everything of u back..can i? i really need ur love..say u love me? kiss me?how can i bring everything back, i will do anything to bring u back..i wont give up cus i noe tat i love u alot alot alot..

but i mus really thanks joanne and eliz for cheering me up..janice and assie for ur concern..

edited!!!!

ITS REALLY OVER...its just 2 more days to our 5 months 14feb07 to 12july07..i really can say that he is the one that i love most in my life..i really hope that everything that has happened is really a dream..a dream that i will wake up from and call it a NIGHTMARE..a nightmare that i will laugh with him and he telling me that this wont be happening but BUT this isn't TRUE..it has happened and i have to face it..i'm really devastated, damn terribly hurt..i miss him, i wanted to be with him..but he has said that there is something that is gg wrong in our r/s and i believed that he wont be turning back..he wont want me back anymore..i still feel the warmth when he first held my hand at ks's hse..i still remb everything i have done with him..everywhere is memories with him..i do not want all this memories to end..i want to last long with him..but it is impossible alr..i pray and pray to last long with him..but how?

after a big big cry at the pantry with my besties; joanne and med..i really felt better..thanks ar..hugs..and really a big BIG thanks to all my frens for the concern too..really appreciated..after sch went to causeway pt with med..i really mus thank her for pei-ing me and listening to me..altho its hurting, i really felt better..*phew*

2007-07-10T22:59:00.000-07:00

In this 4th month, troubles keep popping out..i hate it..i love him and i really do..I cant afford to lose him..without him, there is really no point in me continuing my life..yups everything is not going right but i hope that dear u can believe me and we can solve the problems together..im always here for u..no matter wad happens..

2007-07-07T23:11:00.000-07:00

its been some time since i blog alr..nightmares really make me go mad ar..nowadays v hard to meet my dear ar..he tis busy pig pig, so popular..it really makes me miss him so much, like the way when he is in india ar..alvin tan, u will always be my bf..dear remb say say only also cant ar..

nth happening lars..
last thurs, went out with joanne and med to shop at bugis,
went over to dear's hse and he sent me home..
sat went back with my 2e2 peeps to ycs,
everything not prepared and also need to pay $5 still..
and so we all decided to go jp and have our dinner instead,
but i left first..

hehe dear's fren predicted me and my dear relationship using card,
=)
me and dear is a perfect couple..
we're v loving one hors,
no interference..
-make it be true-
cus i really love him lots.
he's my one and only..muacks

i'm happy

2007-07-01T20:24:00.000-07:00

hehes now waiting for my dear to be home..had an enjoyable day today =) muacks..

today went out with dear, dear's mother and dear's bro to eat..hehes went to queensway area..after eating went back to dear's hse..and today me and dear had car washing session lols =)..after car wash, went back to dear's hse and ate durian puff *yums yums*..after eating, me and dear go car ride at tuas area..after car ride, dear came over to my hse for awhile and we go car ride again =)..hehes car ride till arnd 7 and dear drove me home le =)..muacks

yst had an mahjong session with janice, joanne and medalin..lols joanne, lucky her win our money..anyway had a great and fun day with my gals..we're always stuck at the 1st feng..

fri, after sch dear drove me and his friends (ivor and kh) to tampines and we went to one of the coffeeshop to slack and have teh-cino-ice lols..after slacking for awhile, drove to tampines mall and fetch dear's mother and his mother's friend back jurong..

*look at how many =), shows that im so so so happy to be with him* =)..so in love with him muacks

2007-06-24T00:44:00.000-07:00

my pigpig is a safe driver lols no need to worry when he is driving = p..i v fang xin sit in his car de no matter wad lols..hehes love u..

lols yst noon n evenin, dear celeb his bday with his family and relatives..at nite, dear met up with me, leen, ks first and we went bukit gombak mac to slack awhile while waitin for dear's other frens, neh neh and victor to come lors..after they reached alr, we decided to go west coast park to slack..lols they bought a cake surrounded with lots of whipping cream..haha sabo dear..after tat, we went to the "play-ground" and they played "merry-go-round" thingy, and they keep spinning my dear until he v pale ar..my poor pigpig..after slacking at there we went to yishun dam to continue our slacking lors..saw many bikes and v zai cars..we slack till arnd 2+ and dear send me home le..muacks pigpig u..

dear bday

2007-06-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

hees today is my darling laogong's birthday...muacks muacks muacks..happy birthday my dear boy..i love u lots..

hees thurs initially thot of goin to sch de but both me and dear were tired and so we decided to pon sch lols..hahas have no idea of whre to go but we went west coast park mac awhile and then go car ride..hehes and we thot of gg changi beach to slack lols..during the journey there, we saw 1 motorbike and its driver was covered with sunflowers lols so funny la..haha and we are lost at tampines lols finally after lookin thru the map we found our way there..went to the hawker to tabao alr and we went to changi beach to have our lunch and slack..muacks..we slack till arnd 2 and we go car ride again lols and we accidentally went into the TP area lols..hahas after which dear drove back to batok area to show me where his driving route..and we slack at one of the multi-storey carpark nearby..damn cooling lors..arnd 4, dear drove back to rp to fetch his frens..lols and..we accidentally go wrong way ar..luckily tat way still got link back to wdl..after fetching his fren, dear drove his frens to ubi driving center lors..and 1 of dear's fren leave first le..after stopping awhile at ubi, we find our way to old airport road to have our dinner =p..hahas the sugarcane drink is really v big lor..we all eat until v v v full ar *yums yums*..after eating, we went back to find the car..and we cant locate the car lols..haas after we found the car, dear drive his frens back to tampines..slack at there for a short while and dear drove me back home le =)..muacks muacks..i love u..

fri nite, dear came over to my hse and slp for awhile hees..lols and when is 1150pm, wanted to surprise him with the ice-cream(substitute for cake) de but hor he tis pig is half-aslp lars..kns lols..and when is 12am, went to take his real cake up to celeb with him..and he drive back home le..muacks muacks..dear, hope u enjoy ur day ar altho the surprise is not so surprising =[..stick stick stick stick to u only..hugs..i love u

SUNSHINE

2007-06-20T19:51:00.000-07:00

hohoho im so proud of my dear..he got his license le muacks muacks muacks..last week is damn terrible for both of us but now its SUNSHINE hehes..we're back to normal le..quarrels shoo shoo..may we be more loving hahas =)..

lols today morning dear went for his license, pray hard hard for him and tadah he got his best birthday present which is his LICENSE..hehes muacks and after he went home, he came over to my area and we go tour arnd jurong area lols =)..hahas gave him his bday presents le ;p..and he sent me to sch..lols so sweet can hahas..muacks so proud of him lalalalas..

yst didnt went to sch and stayed at home..mon after sch took 187 back to jurong to meet ks..hehes i simply love to be in my dear's hugs..it feels so nice..ate with dear n ks..and awhile ltr dear's fren, zc come alr den we went to slack arnd first and i went home le..

2007-06-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

For this week, im very moody and also keep crying..partly is bcus of "somethings" and others are just me being sensitive..

and here,
i wan to say a big big sorry to my dear.."SORRY"for my stupid things..

anyway, we have been thgt for 4th month le..and everyday life just makes me realize how important you're to me..i'm sorry for being unreasonable at times and hope tat u can put up with me..I really love u alot my dear..sorry for being moody this few days..

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry my dear..sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry don angry le ar..piak piak me..

bf's back

2007-06-12T02:29:00.000-07:00

okays my bf is finally back..went to pick him up yst, cus i simply miss him too much le..took cab to his hse and he gave me my presents..love it =p but i love him more..

smtg happen just now..those who noe me shld noe tat i wont do anything tat stupid and my bf always come first..i was hurt thou, but luckily everything was cleared and he believed me..dear, believe me..i wont be so stupid to do anything to lose u..remb our promises and our bet..

on sun went to cruise with relatives and the cruise is so sian la..the cruise keep delayin time, food doesn't taste nice, nth to play at all, and the room is so freaking small..luckily mon mornin arnd 9am, we can go home le..

on thurs, janice, joanne and med came over to my hse for mj session..me and joanne won..anyway had a great day with them..misses them so much..its really great to be with them..

i miss him

2007-06-06T08:57:00.000-07:00

remaining 5days to meeting my pig pig..
its HARD hard hard
I MISS MY DEAR LOTS
with 1 sms per day..its even hard lols
but im contented cus he makes the effort to sms me
and i noe tat he is safe..tat's okay with me alr =)
my poor dear is now suffering in india with the temperature of 44°C ar..

met up with leen on sun for movie
both of us poor thing cus bf not in sg..haha my dear go india, her dear go jb lols
went bunk awhile, ate yoshinoya and movie..
watched pirates 3..such a long and lame movie..but still not bad lars.. = p

-lols gotta go wait for his sms le-

8 terrible days..

2007-06-02T19:31:00.000-07:00

hols here BUT but my dear went to india le..for these terrible 8 days..im gonna miss him like hell..just 1 day of not see-ing him can makes me sad..*cannot i mus be strong, cant cry..*>.<

okays- .. woke up at 530am today cus my dear's flight is at 8+ and he need to reach airport by 715am, so early lars..sms-ed him all the way lors..muacks i love u my dear..missing u

on fri, didnt went to sch cus is a day for me and my dear..audi for awhile and at night my dear came over to find me le lors..lols arnd 10+ we went downstair to slack awhile, went to the canal there to chit-chat and walk arnd lors..it feels so good to be in his hugs..simply hope tat the time can just stop at there..and after slacking, we went back to my hse to slp le lors..tired..

on wed, after my dear finished his shoppin with his fren at suntec, he took bus to my hse lors..muacks slack awhile at my hse and arnd 11+ then he went back home le..pig him and we audi till quite late and he need to go and meet his frens le lors..i abit moody tat day ar..angry abt trivia matters..sry dear..

things to accomplish for this hol:
- need to prepare for my dear's bday present
- need to complete my pp/fyp
- need to design his wallpaper

i love him

2007-05-23T03:57:00.001-07:00

oh well!!! i'm now down with sickness..it feels so xin ku and yet xin fu woohoos cus i got a lovely dear..muacks

woke up by my stomachache, think bcus of the food yst ar..went UOB to pay my sch bills and then home waiting for my pigpig to wake up..hehes my dear just came over to my hse to get the harddisk and also to pass me the panadol cold relief..muacks love u love u love u..and he force me to eat it and he bully me >.<..pigpig u..

lols yst woke up with terrible sore throat, took cab to sch with my pigpig..the whole day was terrible for me..after sch intend to pay my sch fee at wdl, but after we reached there and we found out that the bank is OCBC not UOB, sians -.- la..and so we took 187 back to jurong lors..after changing and resting awhile at home, went to boonlay to meet my dear lors..our mood at tat time was abit zzz..reached marina alr and we saw eileen in front of us call her so many times and she also nver reply us lols..met up with her n ks and we intend to go marina south and eat steamboat..lols bus stop alot ppl and so we took cab there lors..decided to eat at "dragon village" lors..arghh the food there sucks lars, not fresh and also yucks..we like eat very little at there lors but v full cus of those fried foods..ate like 1+ hr and we left there le..went to the arcade there, played photo hunt with eileen and the machine eat money wan ar so kns..waste our money -.-..after playing, decided to take cab to bukit timah to play lan..waited cab for almost 45min la..there so ulu ulu de no cab lols..reached timah at arnd 11..me, dear and ks played audition and eileen play her maple lols..we play audi till abit sian then me and dear switched to CS, then came ks..lols so long nver play le fun fun lols anyhow kill..we all play till arnd 2+ then we decided to take cab back home le..-sick-

No matter what happens, I'll always be loving you and only you, ALVIN TAN YONGSHENG lol..I love u forever and ever..My love for u will only grow stronger and stronger..i'll never stop love you, love u more my pigpig..You're my source of living, and I can't live without you = p..no-one can replace u -irreplaceable-

2007-05-20T21:41:00.000-07:00

It's been a long long time since i updated my blog..hahas and not forgetting to say i am Mrs.Panadot since 07may07 hahas..our character in audition, Panadoll and Panadot get married..lols many things happened and it only makes me love him more and more muacks muacks..kns and during the june holidays, my dear is gonna visit INDIA for his oversea study trip, u better guai guai ar i tell u lols..or i piak u ar..

lols for the past 2 weeks me and dear are very lazy ar, we almost everyday took taxi to sch lars..hahas after sch went back and audi audi audi..

lols and on our third month which is last mon, suddenly don't feel like going to sch also and my dear is not feeling well uh..and so we decided to pon sch lols..so i went to his area there and meet him and we went pioneer mall mac to slack lors..lols we slacked till arnd 9+ and we took bus to boon lay mrt station..and we took 187 all the way to wdl lors cus my dear got to give his form for his india trip ar..and after went with his frens to the coffeeshop near sch to eat lors..after eating, me and dear took 187 back to jurong and to meet ks lors..wahs we hate bus that is not "air-conditioned" so irritating lars..afterwhich we went ks's hse to pei him cus he fail his TP lars..lols "pei" him till arnd 3+ then we went to my hse lors..lols slack awhile then my dear go home le lors..at nite went with family to eat with my aunties..

pictures pictures..

2007-05-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

having healthcare 6th ppt now lols... and later on UT, soo there will only be pics..

2007-05-04T23:00:00.000-07:00

it's been some time since i blog..so many things happen for this week..hmms mostly is family matters lars..

on mon, nver go sch and then something serious happened at home..at night went out with dear to hospital lors..hahas we're lost at NUH keep goin those ulu ulu place lols..lols and we took wrong bus back, in the end we ended up at queensway tat area..but anyway we took the same bus back to jurong and dear came over to my hse lors..lols ~~*dear grow longer le hors and stamina strong strong*~~

on wed, went to sch for fyp project lors -.-..discuss until arnd 4+ den gotta rush back cus sis no key to go in hse and also janice and med wanted to come my hse and play mj..lols told mum fren coming my hse she keep thinkin my bf cumin my hse keep wanting to buy him dinner lols..hahas we played 3 ppl mj lors..lols and tat med keep winning us..hahas and when dear came over my hse, lols he bully janice, and he help me to win lols..muacks..arnd 9+ they all went home le..

on fri, didnt went sch lars..went bbdc to look for dear..and saw my cousin, zhi wei there lars..chat for awhile then after when dear come out liao den we go and find kai sheng..meet chat awhile arnd 12 i gotta go home look after didi and arnd 1+ liddat dear came over my hse to slack lors..muacks..love u..

on sat, went out with dear to bbdc first and then we waited for bus 188 to come then to vivo city lors..lols my dear so cute lars, hahas piak him..and he was v hungry at tat time and so when we reached vivo, we headed to carl's junior to have our dinner..yums yums as usual we ate until v full lars..hahas and after tat went to beard papa to get my pay le lors..after getting pay and we shopped arnd vivo awhile for dear's mother's present lols..hahas and we decided to take bus back to dear's hse first to put down the things but..we took the wrong bus and ended up at kentridge and so.. its fated for us to take taxi again back to dear's hse..after putting things down, we took bus to NUH le lors..lols went dear's auntie ward first and then to my maid de lors..lols kns me n dear 2nd time lost at NUH..we "LOVE" roaming arnd NUH cus IT IS SO "COLD" lols..rmb to follow the footprints hahas..and after tat dear's daddy send me home le lors..muacks my dear lots lots hahas..

2007-04-24T19:41:00.000-07:00

While my pig pig is slping, i shall try to blog now..

on sun, met up with my dear at 12pm, went jp to find esther's bb present first and then took 157 to toa payoh..lols wahs the bus is damn hot lars, bth ar..lols and we get off at tpy lor 6 and take cab to lor 1..haha when we reached there, saw esther and her bb, her bb so cute lars..lols we stayed at there for arnd 30mins and we went off le..dear power lors, go anywhere keep got ppl say he look like this look like tat, kns kns *jealous*..after slacking at there, me and dear took cab to velocity and square2 to walk walk lors..hahas there ar erms quite small lars, square2 more stuff to see..after walkin for arnd 30mins, we took train to harbour front..and we went harbour front center to walk walk lors..slacked at yoshinoya and we took bus back to my hse lors..my dear shy uh hahas pi also not first time come my hse..slacked at my hse till arnd 8 then dear went home le..muacks muacks

on mon, met up with dear to wdl lors..lols when we reached wdl, me and dear were like we don have the mood to go sch..and so we decided to pon..hahas bobian his frens also dowan to pon and so we go lovey-dovey le lors lols..hahas we went mac to slack first and then took bus 168 to bedok..and so qiao when we board the bus, the mobtv was showing 13bian, the 9oclock show..haha and so we tune in to 89.3fm and watched our show all the way till bedok..lols i muacks u more..reached bedok, and we have our lunch there, lor me..after eating and we took bus 30 back to jurong point lors..hehes simply love taking bus ride with my dear lors..i love ALVIN TAN..haha and after we reached jp, we went to search arnd for janice's present..bought janice's present le and sians boon lay was raining heavily lars..haha me n dear did smtg quite suaku at the smoker's corner la, haha and we still use umbrella to cover us..bth rain too heavy and we went to basement to slack again..lols played with the recording function in our fone lors..hahas muacks so cute my dear's voice..and arnd 430 still raining and so i shelter my dear back his home and then i took bus back le lors..

on tues, my dear sent me to sch and he pon sch le lors pig..i miss him so much..after sch, met up with e37q peeps cus today celeb janice's bday..hahas today reallie is a big gathering lors for e37q..got janice, me, joanne, med, shee rui, lyd n gf, jason n gf, abel, derek, thad..we took train and then bus to marina steamboat there lors..lols damn funny la..all so san ba..played with the *wtf and no link sign* hahas pi ar they..reached marina, and ate till v full ar..hahas in the end all of us were like playin with the food there only lors..and we came up with an idea of janice mock *birthday cake* bread with hotdog and wanted her to bite the hotdog..lols and after playin with her, we finally bring out her real birthday cake lors..happy 21st birthday ar janice..lols celeb till arnd 9+ and we took train back le lors..went home and chat with my dear on the phone le lors..muacks muacks..dear remember i'm always here for u de..

2007-04-21T22:37:00.000-07:00

after one week of schooling exclude wed..finally i can get to rest le..sch has been so stressful ar, year 3 le..my PP and FYP..arghhs..initially get v sians cus get to change classmates again but after a few days of interacting with them, this is quite an interesting class lars i can say..anyway its so great to see my frens again *e37q* frens hahas we're always so crap..lunch with them at w4 kns don ever try their vegeterian stall cus it LOOKS like rubbish ok and taste ar so-so nia..and kns this year intake so many lors..the canteens are freaking packed..

for tis week has been an *up and down* week for me and dear lars..anyway it has passed, let the sad part shoo shoo, more happy times to come..every morning we'll meet to go school thgt, and after school we'll go home thgt also..on tues, we had a small quarrel lars..shall not go into details..can say my fault..sorry dear..i hate quarrels >.<..it feels so terrible having the fear tat i will lose him..anyway we are back to normal again le hahas..this few days esp after wed my dear has been v good mood ar cus he mr. popular leh..and also his BAOBEI, his dua chio bu talk to him leh den he so happy..*v v v freaking jealous*..anyway his class is v active ar..gd for him, pig..hmms on fri after school got fyp meeting with advisor, and make dear wait for quite some time ar..thot he's angry ar but nope..hahas and i keep nagging at him lors..we took 178 back to boon lay lors..lols thou the journey is long, but i dont mind spending more time with him..i just simply love to be with u..love to hold his hand..sweaty sweaty and we shall stick thgt lols..muack stick stick stick to u forever and ever..love u my dear..

photos that we took on our 2nd month

happy 2 month anniversary

2007-04-14T10:48:00.001-07:00

hehes muacks here to blog a little while my pig pig dear is slpin behind me lols..hahas yst is our 2nd month anniversary..happy anniversary my dear muacks love u so much..

on thurs, met up with dear at jp first to renew his license and then we took bus 198 to queensway there lors..lols we went ikea to walk arnd first b4 going burger king to have our fries + onion rings yum yum..after eating, we decided to go anchor point walk walk and so we make our way there and ta dah..lols the whole of the lvl 1 or maybe basement, not even its cold storage is open lols..and sua so we head back to jurong east to watch our movie..hehes muacks we watch "the shooter"..lols ehs tat show can say not bad lars lols..the popcorns n drinks at je are still the best cus big & cheap mah esp combo 2..after watchin movie, me n dear slack outside awhile b4 taking bus 99 back..muacks muacks

on sat, which is our 2nd month anniversary..dear came over to my hse nearby and meet me first b4 going to je interchange..muacks..lols took 97 to suntec city lors..hahas muacks muacks today took lots of photos with dear again..haha cus today sumone good hair day mahs lols..muacks and we reach suntec at arnd 530 lors, today quite crowded ar there..lols and after walkin awhile we decided to have our dinner lors..lols we went arnd lookin for places where we can nicely seat down to have our yummy dinner..and so we decided to dine at pizza hut lors..lols kns the service there not so good lars..cus keep askin us to wait..and also v hard to ask for their services..anyway after eatin and we went arnd walking awhile and decided to take bus back to je lors..and so coincidence that the bus 97 we took back is the same bus as we go to suntec, cus we sit at the same place and there are the same vandalism lols..and b4 goin my hse, we went to buy some foods and also ice-cream..hahas lols my pig pig dear is now drunk and also having his sweet dream le lors cus he just drank the pure vodka tat i bought at airport the other time..lols the alcohol was so strong lors, my poor dear..lols muacks..i love u, more more more..*piak u* ar

2007-04-11T00:37:00.000-07:00

omg time passes so fast, and before we know it..we're left with merely the last 4days of hols only ar..lols say im good to him..cus he noes it all..

lols and on mon, met up with janice and med lors..lols decided to catch a movie at cine and then to walk walk lors..hahas bought our tickets for "the reapings" and the time slot is at 530 and since we still have some time, and so we decided to make our way to far east to have our western food taken there..after eating, back to cine and enjoy our show..lols tat med keep giving me faces lors hahas..okay lars that show still consider not bad lars but its quite short lars..after watching the show, we went to take neoprints lols..after taking neoprints, we went heeren for a walk and then to taka..lols today alot of rp students on the streets ar..lols saw abel, jackson n gf and etc lars lols..anyway slacked at taka for awhile while waiting for med's fren to arrive then me and janice went home le lors..

hehes then on tues lehs, met up with my dear at je lors..my dear was angry with me on tat day can say is my fault lars sorry dear..he hungry already and yet i drag until arnd 7+ or 8 then we have our dinner..lols but lucky ar after having his dinner, he's back to my cutie bf le lols..and after eating, we decided to take bus back to my hse that area to slack lors..lols kns and we have our "fighting" there ar..lols and my dear bully me lors..*peace*..lols we slacked till arnd 1+ then went back to my hse and rest till arnd 3+ then my dear went home le..after dear went home, we chat on fone till arnd 5+ or 6 then went to slp le..muacks muacks...love u more..

2007-04-06T22:52:00.000-07:00

omg its just 1 more week to sch reopen le lors..sians ar..lols this week has been my dear pms week ar..2 day angry 1 day..u more flirt u big man..lols kns

anyway yst is good friday..eileen say she v sian and so we decided to meet up with her lors =)..lols initially should be meeting my dear at 7pm but instead i reached boon lay at 730 ar sorrie..lols wad a day -_-, first i took the wrong bus and ended up in dono which part of jurong west and second i took the cab and the driver told me that he dono the way there and ended up we're lost lols kns..hahas lucky ar yst my dear's mood still ok ar muacks..lols and so we took train to ps lors..haha gave dear his presentSss lors..pi ar u..lols after meeting eileen at pc bunk, we went to ps lors cus they wan to makan..after makan, we decided to go yishun that area cus there got the 24hrs lan shop mahs..hahas along the way, dear got his temporary TATTOO from eileen lols..after reaching yishun, we went to buy our tix for number 23 lors..slacked awhile while waitin for tat ks to come..lols the show was so-so lars but at least still better than the messengers..hahas after watching the movie, it was arnd 1+ le lors..and dear another fren, zc n gf came to find us at mac to chat lors..arnd 2+ then they went off le and ks went to eat lors..lols after he finished eating, and we TRY to walk all the way to the lan shop lors but but but..we lost our way and so in the end we also took cab there lols..hahas after reaching the lan shop, we found out tat there are no com for us to use and so bobian we slacked outside..arghhss slacked until 6am then can go back ar..hahas and my pig took the chance to slap me..bully me..lols..

2007-04-02T14:04:00.000-07:00

muacks yst dear came over to my hse here to pass me some handbags..mus thanks to dear's mum and also my dear dear lars..and after that we took 180 to teck whye there lors..lols and we walked all the way from teck whye to lot 1..lols it took us abt 30 mins ar and also my dear's jeans keep dropping lols..forgot to wear belt lars lols..hahas its a hard time for us to find our way there oso lols..muacks and after reaching lot 1, we slacked at long john lors..hahas we chatted alot lars..kns and my dear bully me lors..his eight character is better then me lors and mine more weak..pi ar..lols and dear told me tat my life should be quite rich but dono why i now like tat..and my life will always go on like tat so-so..lols and my r/s with mother not so good but with father better lols quite true..and also not much frens..come and go frens nia = /..lols but dear also got say that my life will change when i TURN 62 and by that i will have more frens -.- so old liao kns..lols and hors next time my husband will be unfaithful and also will bully me = ( sad..and me n my dear r/s when we turn 22 there will be a big problem ar..kns pig pig affair..lols sai and after we took bus 172 back to boon lay lors..kns my dear bully me lors, he keep slapping me ar..kns slap so hard still, abuse gf lols..and after we took bus to pioneer mall lors..on the way my dear ANGRY with me lors idiot him then after we reached then tel me is april fool, pi ar bluff me lors kns..u good..lols and after eating at there we went arnd dear's area and slack lors..pi ar pi..everything went out well but only until the last part where my dear ignore me again lars..tis time is for real lars kns..hmms and after we decided to go home lors and when reached home his mood also better liao and after we went to play audi den slp le lors..muacks love u

2007-03-30T00:23:00.000-07:00

Hehes just gotten my new class.. W54F..lols i'm in the course that i want and also in same class as joanne..and also i had 2 same faci back..yeaps and also got my FYP allocations too..

CLASS MODULE
C152-2-W54F-A Marketing - Low Siew Mei
C252-1-W54F-A Management Information Systems - Frank Ng - same faci
C261-3-W54F-A Manufacturing and Logistics Systems I - Loh Siew Heng
C267-4-W54F-A Healthcare Applications I - Tan Poh Hiang - same faci

FYP

C2007052

WEBSITE STATISTICS MODULE - A

Team members:

No.	Student ID	Student name	Diploma/ Specialization
1.	50881	LAU MENG XIN	DBA
2.	51009	GAN HONG TECK	DBA
3.	51200	ENG KAH WEI REGINA	DBA
4.	52202	SIM ZHAO YUAN DEREK	DBC

TAN KHENG TECK

lols suddenly got so much informations abit too stressed up le..gotta complete my PP as soon as possible le ar or else jialat le ar..muacks and my dear's class is just above me wahahas..muacks and yeaps should be going out with dear for the past few days but bcus of our laziness and also raining and so we didn't go out and instead we at home chiong games lols..he chiong his mu, audi and now maple..lols me audi..lols i loyal de okie..lols and anyway yst dear came over to my hse to stayover lors..until morning then he go home bahs muacks..miss him so much..

2007-03-27T01:54:00.000-07:00

hahas while my dear is meeting his affair now, i'm just gonna roughly post..

On last friday, i gave dear a surprise lars and gave him a pig lols cus tat day his mood wasn't tat good..and after at night dear came over to my hse to slp lors..

Ehs then on mon, initially our plan is to go bbdc liao then after that to visit my dear friend, esther.. she has given birth to her bb le lols..but hors ks call say wana meet and so we changed our plan lors, but we gotta go bbdc first then go and meet ks n eileen..hmms and today my dear isn't in a good mood also, sians sians de him..we took bus to bbdc liao then after took cab to PS to meet eileen n ks lors..hmms after we decided to go and watch movie at cathay lors, watching the haunted school..lols shee rui, i noe wad u mean by ur bad ending le lols so -_-..hahas and the time slot is 610 and since we still have some time, we went over to parklane there to play lan lors..lols and by 6 we returned back lors..hmms and after watchin the show was like so duhs lars and so kns..duhs bcus of the show and kns is bcus there are these sec sch kids keep kicking dear's chair..so irritating de..lols and in the end purposely took the same lift as them and diao them lols..and after we went to thai express to have our dinner lors..after dinner eileen n ks went sengkang and me n dear went back jurong lors..muacks then we slacked at my hse downstair till arnd 12+ lors..yeaps finally my dear's mood turned back to normal le lols and then my dear went to meet his affair le kns..love u

2007-03-22T02:42:00.000-07:00

hehes yst woke up early and went to swim awhile first..my pig pig dear woke up at arnd 230 ar lols pig..hahas and so we decided to meet up 430 at jurong east entertainment lors..lols in the end i was the first to reach there first :p..hahas and after we went to buy the tickets for "the messengers" lors..lols since we still have some time and so we went to kfc to slack first lors..overall, i think that "the messengers" that movie is quite boring lors not interesting, should have watch "the haunted school" instead..lols and after watchin the show, we took bus to my hse there to take my harddisks liao and then to my dear dear's hse..muacks..hahas lols watched jackass 2 at my dear's hse lors..lols so funny and dumb lars..and i stayed at my dear's hse till arnd 4am then went home le..muacks muacks..loves loves u only..hugs

2007-03-20T02:38:00.000-07:00

hehe muacks!! my dear make 4 more promises..so it adds up to 35 promises le..

on sunday, met dear at boon lay mrt station first then we took 157 to westmall lors..lols as expected there isn't anything for us to see de and also quite crowded and so we took 173 all the way to clementi to eat botak jones lors..lols kns dear bully me, he piak and tiak me..lols after we ordered the foods, we are asked to wait for another 20-30mins lars..he ate double botak and i ate cajun chicken..erms tis time i eat like not tat nice le lehs..after eating, we are too full le and the day is still young dono where to go and so we decided to take bus 99 lors..take 1 round then reach my hse..lols reached my area and we walked 1 round of the canal lols and imagine how big step we will walk when we are old..after walking suddenly thot of yst cravings for ice-cream, hahas then dear say we go to the 7-11 there and buy our ice-cream and drinks lors..lols after buyin our stuff then we walked back to the canal there and slack and eat our ice-creams..kns no space also..hahas the ice-cream is like float le lors..hahas anyway we stil ate it up, and with the leftovers, we mixed it with the coke lime..haha and played scissors paper stone who lose then drink lors lols..and we slacked at there till arnd 11+ when dear and i really bth liao then go home le lors..muacks

on monday, met dear 4pm at boon lay mrt station lors..lols when taking bus there, a lady come talks to me and ask me so many qns ar hahas so weird..and anyway met up with dear and we walked arnd jp lors..hahas today is his GOOD day lors..got gals wan him lors *so jealous*..then when when we outside jp, also got ppl asked him to donate money lols..and after we took 187 to bbdc lors..dear give so many faces lols..and yups he got his driving lesson from 6 to 740 lors..and so i've to wait for him at the canteen lors..lols kns and after his driving lesson, we are meeting ks at jp and so we waited till 8pm liao then take cab to meet him lors..kns we reached there already tat ks also haven reached lors and we went to see the time slot first..and while waiting for eileen, we went to the arcade first..lols after eileen reached liao, then we decided to watch 300 lors..lols ate at kopitiam first and then to the cinema lors..overall, i think 300 is a nice show..SPRATA rox..lols so many hunks lors hahas they six packs and above de lors and like wad dear's fren say is a show which u can see alot of nipples lols..after watching, they decided to go 501 there to have supper lors..lols after eating, we went to ks's hse to slack lors..lols played daidee, watched "free show" main lead is eileen and ks lols, and chit chat lors until 545 then we went home..loves my dear..hugs

2007-03-16T21:20:00.000-07:00

firstly..happy one month anniversary to me and dear muacks..lols this week has been a sad week for my dear but anyway muacks my dear..tmr's gonna be a better day..

on 11th and 12th of march, my dear had his driving lesson lors and so we decided to not meet up..on sun 11th march, went to benedict's bday party lors, lols met joanne n med at bb mrt first then to his hse at hillington green i guess..lols is somehow a small gathering of our heart of siam ppl lols..miss them so much..we had buffet and after a tour round his hse lols rich guy..and after lobang lay pheng's car back..and for mon, dear was v kanjiong and lack of confidence and so, in the end, i meet him up for awhile lors..passed him the cookies after his driving lesson at jp and then we slacked at the mac lors..lols dear was really v kanjiong lars cus his tp is on the next day..lols after slackin at mac, i sent him home lols and then took cab back lors..reached home and mummy say wanna treat us to eat buffet at science center, and yups we had our dinner at sakura and then walked home..

on 13th of march, dear failed his tp bcus of one kuku guy..kns de piak that guy ar @#!@%..lols made dear so dulan..anyway meet dear after his tp at my hse downstair then we went to my hse there de kopitiam and eat lors cus he haven had a proper meal yet..and so we slacked at there till it rained lors..lols kns and bobian in the end the rain too big nowhere to go then i ask dear to come to my hse and slack lors..lols slacked until arnd 8pm then his fren come and meet him lors..lols and yups his dulan mood has gone by then..lols nvm my dear, u sure can pass ur tp de no worries..

on 14th of march, is our one month anniversary lols..and yups we are not meeting up on that day..lols anyway he went to bbdc with ks..lols initially he was just to pei ks nia and somehow it ended up that he also had his driving lesson too..and i went to jp with my mother and siblings lors..and yeas after his driving lesson, he went for his fren's bbq lors..his gatherings with affairs lols..piak..lols and he reached home at arnd 11+ lors and by that time i was havin mood swing lols sorry ar dear fierce to u lols..muacks

on 15th of march, we had our so-called post-anniversary day at "cruise" lors..okies and so dear met me and my mother at 6pm, we took cab from jurong to tanan merah ferry terminal lors..lols journey was long and quiet lols..hahas bought our tix and waitin for the time to come lors lols and we are going to some part of indonesia called nongsapura (if i didnt spelled wrongly), and so we set off from there by 815 lors..lols throughout the journey dear was competing with me our hp games..and after 45mins or so, we had to change to another ferry in order to reach the cruise, which take about 30 mins too..after reaching the cruise, we went to check in our room first lols $40 for 1 room and is quite nice lars..and yeas mummy paid like $2 each for our tix nia which is originally $12 lols and after we went to have our supper at the dining room..erms porridge and yups the foods are tasteless lols..after eating, mummy bring us around the cruise lors, and in the end we slacked at the 8th level which is somehow a pub or so..where there is karaoke session to the public and so..lols mummy knew the bartenders lars, ishaq and timothy i think..hahas and first we had avocrado or wad cocktail for me n dear, and followed on by a red color cocktail lols all free cus the bartender treat..and the drinks there are v cheap lars S$4 or S$5 per cup nia..lols and after mummy went to the casino, me and dear went to arcade to play lors, and also we took alot of pics..muacks..lols and thou we are at indonesia, we can use sing dollar to pay for our stuffs sia..after playing arcade mummy came to find us, brought us to watch show and in the end we still went back to the pub to drink lors..tis time is timothy another bartender lols, we ordered tequila pop first and followed on by tequila shots for each of us lols..and followed on, we ordered 1 more cup of long island tea lols dear n me reallie is drink until seh ar..lols and after those drinking, we had free chinese tea to chill down, free chicken wings cus we are abit hungry and free ice milo by the bartender lols..in the end my mother jus paid like 20bucks nia for the whole session lols..we chit chat, sang song, and came mummy's fren alan, lols he really is scare us ar cus he asked us to stay till v late and wanted to call us to stage the next day ar..lols after tat me n dear went to casino to play a few rounds of jackpot then come out le lors..lols and after we slacked till arnd 6am then there is free breakfast buffet for us to eat at the dining room lors, can say is not bad lars got porridge, bao, toast, egg, sausage, dragon ball lols, and lots of stuff..after eating we went back to our cabin and slp till arnd 11am then wake up bahs..lols cant find my mother..cruise so small, saw many of her friends and my cousin but yet to see her..we walked arnd the casino like 3 or 4 times ar in the end me n dear gave up, and we seat outside the dining room to chance for her to go and eat lols..finally ar after the ferry left then she appear lols, and so we had our lunch buffet at there lors lols had lots of food to eat too and u jus have to pay S$2 to the waiter and they will serve u v nicely lols..and she said that she was also looking here n dere for us ar lols..after eating mummy brought us to watch the show and also to 3rd level to play jackpot..lols intially we won de, and also we WON THE JACKPOT, arnd $150+..so dui..lols and too bad no-one told us abt it and so there goes the $150+..lols finally we know abit on how to play the jackpot ar..lose arnd 30-40 bucks for me n dear..hahas after me n dear left the cruise first and we took the 5pm ferry back to singapore lors..lols finally ar, and we reached singapore by arnd 630pm and we took cab back to jurong lors..muacks 1st time going cruise with my dear hees..lols and dear said that this trip let him knows alot of ppl like the bartenders, the guy at the jackpot and so on..hahas love u my dear..

AND lastly...
I LOVE U my dear..love ur presence, love ur everything..my one and only. muacks muacks muacks..

2007-03-09T18:08:00.000-08:00

hehes muacks..dear gave 31 promises to me hahas..*loves*

yst initially should be meeting ks and eileen at vivo at 630, but by the time my dear met me at je interchange is arnd 630 le...and so we took bus 97 there lols and by the time we reached vivo is arnd 715 le, and yet ks and eileen also not yet contact us ar..lols and they also nver answer their fone and so we conclude that they are slpin..so we continue slacking at vivo there, arnd 8pm then we went to carl's junior to eat, yums yums..hahas after eating we went outside vivo to slack through the night..lols ppl at there like to be emo, sitting alone also..hahas there got couple quarreling, one woman seat down there crying, and got 1 guy wan to scare my dear sayin there's snake but is water..hahas lols we slacked at there till arnd 12+ then we walked off thinkin to buy something to drink, who noes ar not even a shop open and we decided to take cab back to jp there lors..lols bought our drinks and we go to dear's hse there de park lors..lols 1 ah neh keep walkin here and dere and also saw ah neh pee-ing..kns den we slack til arnd 4am den i took cab back..muacks muacks muacks..

2007-03-08T14:57:00.000-08:00

*have been asked to update by dear*..dear better remb our bet hors..hugs

lols on mon night, met up with dear at je entertainment lors..lols my dear too hungry until he no appetite to eat and in the end we bought ice-cream, and some snacks to eat outside je enter lors..we slack at there till arnd 10 then we take cab home le cus dear too tired ar..

haha and on wed, initially should be meeting ks at 4 de but suddenly he say change time to 11pm and so i met up with my dear first lors..we went to chinatown to walk..hahas today dear simply too tired to walk also ar..always kena ppl wake him up lols..and so we went to garden bridge to slack lors..lols so many weird things happened ar..lols 1st, came an angmoh who came to ask us if we know how to speak eng, and ask us stupid qns like how to get out of the garden bridge..2nd, came a china lady who went to initiate talk with the angmoh; think is prostitute bahs..lols funny part is that the china lady doesn't even noe how to speak simple eng and that angmoh also cant catch what she talking abt also..lols in the end the china lady give up and walk away then that angmoh turn back and say she doesn't even noe how to simple eng and he cant catch what she talkin abt lols..and lastly, we saw a uncle shouting to the pole lols arnd 745 or so, we took train to ps and find eileen le..hahas when going to the restroom, we saw a ah neh peeing outside..lols kns he still facing sakae sushi lehs..hahas after slacking arnd at zone x, arnd 9 we went to mac to have our dinner..after eating we continue slacking at zone x waiting for eileen to release from work..hahas and dear keep sayin that the gal in the ponytail is guy lols..after arnd 1030 we walked to cine, and also met ks there..initially wanted to watch movie but don't have good time slot and so we decided to head back to jurong lors..hahas the taxi uncle v funny lors, keep jkin with us..lols and we have supper at 500+ market there lors..and after we went to ks hse to play cards lors..played daidee, blackjack, kong bui kong gao..and arnd 545am we left his hse and headed home le..anyway is ks's bday..happy bday..

he's mine :p..one and only..i love u..muacks..

loves

2007-03-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

Hehes on friday night was chattin with dear on the phone, both of us are like siao peh lors lols..like nver take medicine de lors..hahas we're both v sians-ed, and nth to do..so i went to dear's hse to find him lors..hahas muacks stayed till arnd 6am then i left his hse le..muacks

On saturday night, went to my 4th uncle's hse for some gathering..and meanwhile it is also my cousin's bday too..it was fun, we cut cakes and arnd 10pm, i went off with my cousin..she has a gathering with her frens to kbox and she asked me along too..hahas and so we sang from 10pm to 4am lors..lols its quite fun :p..hahas after the kbox session, i went to my cousin's hse to stay..

On sunday, went with my cousin to jurong west to make her glasses..initially i thought, i will be staying at home but cousin call and ask me to go with her to aunt's restaurant to eat lors..lols small gathering again..

i miss u more than u do..my dear..hugs..

rainy days...

2007-03-02T02:14:00.000-08:00

these few days keep raining and raining..it makes it a little troublesome for us, when we are going out..and yups my daddy has returned back to China, and work le..

hahas on sat, went out with my family to imm long beach to have our dinner there lors..lols erms the service there was so-so nia and anyway the foods there doesn't taste nice, i think is bcus of wad dear say..we don't know how to order the foods mahs lols kns..hahas and after eating, we shopped awhile at imm lors..hahas saw 2 pair of shoes that i liked and both are sponsored by my parents lols muacks..

hahas and on sun morning, went out with my family to our usual frequent place to have our breakfast which is the teochew duck porridge or rice at bouna vista..after eating, we went to vivo city to walk as my parents nver go b4 mahs lols..hahas while they were shoppin at vivo, i went to beard papa which is my previous workplace at b2 to look for my friends and luckily, esther and tiffany were working that day..lols esther's baby is coming out soon in 1 months time lols..slacked at there for arnd 30 mins b4 going to find my parents..lols returned home liao le and evening time i gotta go jp to help my father buy maggi mee and after buying went to dear's hse area to pass him the cream puffs and i went home le..hugs..

on mon, dear went out for his class gathering and at nite daddy treated us to jap food at taman jurong lors..hahas the food at there was not bad and also better than imm long beach de lars..lols and after eating we went home le lors..on tues, went out with family again lors, and we have our dinner at jack place lors..lols daddy keep asking mummy to eat steak which she doesn't eat in the past..after eating, we went for car ride arnd city area lors cus they dono how long nver go there le..lols and after car ride, we went home le lors and daddy left home at 530am to changi airport le lors..will miss him..i love my family hees :p

on wed, met up with dear at jurong east control station lors..and it was raining cats and dogs lars..luckily i brought my umbrella along with me, and we managed to get a cab to creative building lols and that taxi uncle doesn't noe the way there lols..after dear claimed his webcam there, we're stuck at creative building as there is hardly any cab that will drive in and luckily arnd 15-20 mins later got 1 cab drive in ar, and we decided to go imm to shop..lols the taxi uncle really is gong lars he almost drove us to AYE there then he thot of that we are going to imm lols tok our money -_-..after reaching imm, we went daiso and giant to walk lors lols..after roamin at there, we went to 3rd level to have our so-called dinner lols..hahas after eating, we went jp lors..lols wanted to take bus there but bus stop was crowded and we ended up taking cab there lors..after we reached jp, we decided to watch ghost rider and the movie started at 930pm and so we stil have 1+hr to roam at jp and so we went popular and toy'r us to slack and after to liberty to walk lors..after watchin the show, we went back home le lors..lols overall we think that ghost rider is a better movie compared to norbit lols..it has been raining almost the whole day -_-...

on thurs, met up with dear and ks first at boon lay lors..we are meeting eileen at PS mahs..hahas dear looks v tired ar..and we accompanied eileen and ks to the kopitiam as they have yet to eat their breakfast mahs..they ate the indonesian foods are almost the same as our school cafe sells de, and our sch cafe sells de is even nicer and cheaper ar lols..after we slacked at mac first and to zone x lors then arnd 4pm eileen gotta go work le lors and left us 3 we went to paradiz centre there lors, dear n ks played lan at there lors..hahas we slacked at there til arnd 7+pm when eileen called us and then we went back zone x to find her and also to have dinner at mos burger lors..lols after eating, went back to zone x to slack le..lols waited for eileen to release from her work and we went to her hse to play mahjong and also to slack..lols its FAR AWAY FROM HOME ar lols at sengkang ar..hahas played mahjong and i won..and after we played card games lors..lols in the end we are too sian-ed then ks n eileen played the "tell-the-fortune" game using cards which is bullshit lols..arnd 6am, me n dear really BTH then we proceed home lols..muacks u more more :p..love my dear...

loves**

2007-02-23T23:24:00.000-08:00

hehes on thurs nite chatted with dear on the phone til arnd 4am then we put down fone..hahas and on fri, b4 meetin dear i went to buy him his screen protector ar lols his laopo's *** ***..hahas dar should noe the meaning lols..hahas after met him at boon lay control station lors, lols he got abit pms at that point of time lols..hahas and yea yst both of us wore white color, and same color shoe also lols..initially we thot of going to tampines but is too far lars, so in the end we decided to go tiong bahru instead..hahas when we reached there o.O nth to walk at all de lors..slack at there for awhile and meanwhile waited for the rain to stop also b4 taking bus 33 to old airport road lors..hahas after dear eaten his chicken cutlet at there we took bus 30 back to boon lay lors, lols the journey was long but with dear by my side is enough le :p..hahas we reached jp at arnd 9pm lors, and initially we thot of watchin movie also de but seeing the crowds at the cinema we sian-ed so in the end we slacked at my hse there lors..lols slacked at there til arnd 3am liddat then we go home ar..hahas we chatted, look at the stars and also played with the cat there..hahas so cute *our pet* kkies lols..muacks my dear..u still owe me 999988days hahas..*misses*

photos time

hehes a great day out

2007-02-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

hehes lols yst chat with dear from 1227am til arnd 3am on the phone lors..dear's laopo disfigured le..lols and today i met dear at arnd 4pm at chi garden mrt lors..lols we went to cityhall and to suntec city to walk walk lors..first we went to citygems cus dear needed to get his bracelet done cus his bracelet too loose le lols..hahas and the person there ask us to go arnd walk walk first b4 going back to claim back his bracelet lols and in the end we slacked at the garden outside..hahas we slacked at there for arnd 1+hr lors lols the environment there is v nice and cooling lors..lols after he claimed his bracelet and we went to carls junior to have our dinner lors..hahas after havin our dinner, we walked to the fountain of wealth i guess, to slack at there lors..another cooling place lols..hahas lols arnd 10pm, we took bus 97 back to jurong lors..hahas u NOTTIE i LICK u ar..after tat dear send me home..

and lastly..
I LOVE MY DEAR..lols..muackies..

2007-02-21T00:47:00.000-08:00

lols back to my slacking days again where hols are here and nth to do ar..i need a job ar..lols and for yst lehs met up with dear, eileen and ks at ps lors..initially we went to cathay first, thinking to watch norbit at there but the seats there are taken fast and so we decided to have our dinner first lors..lols we walked to parklane there first, and we went to play arcade first lors..lols there quite sians ar cus v few games to play..hahas and after we went to paradiz there to have our dinner, some sort of steamboat..each of us have our own steamboat dishes..lols the starting dish really can laugh til peng ar, the cold egg..haha and after came our dishes lols DAMN huge la, i mean the decorations lols..hahas overall is stil not bad..gave us the genting highland feeling lols..wah tis time ks and dear eat de most lors..lols and followed up, we are served the sour plum vinegar, good for digestion lols is a nice drink..hahas and after the sour plum vinegar, we are served with our desserts, the green tea one is nicest lols..after eating we decided to go lido there to watch our movie lars..lols damn funny lors tat ks ar eat dao till full or wad lars keep playing with eileen hahas..hmms overall i think norbit isnt that nice a show, follow the laws was even better than that..haha after watchin the show, we slacked at the mac cafe b4 walking towards cine again lors..hahas ks met up with his sisters and slacked outside cine for awhile b4 heading towards the kopitiam and they have their supper there lors..after we went to cine to play pool for awhile lors..after playing pool we just slacked arnd at orchard lors cus we are too tired le lars..only tat ks and eileen are v hyper nia lars..lols after we walked to far east center thinking that there is lan shop but in the end is closed lars, and so we slacked outside far east lors..but after some time, we all really bth liao le so we decided to take cab back home lors..lols eileen n ks went sengkang, and me n dear went back to jurong lors..

**lols overall is stil an enjoyable day..lols just the thought of having u around is enough..love u..muacks..

all i ever need is u..

2007-02-19T07:53:00.000-08:00

lols first of all, a happy Chinese new year to all of u..nowadays chinese new year keep raining ar -.-...lols a weather which dar love alot..and im having flu for these few days.. hehes fri is my mother's bday and we had a simple and small celebration at home lors..we had steamboat lors and my mother is drunk cus she toot toot go pia wine with my father lols..in the end she drunk my father stil laughing at her lols.. hahas and for sat, my daddy brought me and didi to imm and he bought me my k800i le..hehes my new laogong..exactly same as dear de..lols after i went to jurong west to have my old hp, nokia 3230 trade-in lors..wahs the sales assistant there v funny lors keep joking arnd in the end bobian got to sell it at $80 cus my hp really is spoil le mahs..when i reached home, mummy ask me to pei her go vivo and walk, so in the end i ended up goin vivo with her lors, she power lars i bring her to MNG shop nia then she say time to go back cus she bought 1 shirt liao -_-..haha then at night should be going to my auntie's restaurant to eat de but bobian my father's side de uncle say must go his hse and eat, and so we ended up going to my uncle's hse and have our reunion dinner lors..hmms quite sians bahs but after eating we jiu go back le.. chinese new year day 1, went to my grandmother's hse at noon time lors..slacked and played with the dogs for awhile before leaving for my 2nd auntie which is my mama's hse to slack lors..lols after slacking at my mama's hse, we went to our da ah kim's hse where most of my relatives will gather at there lors..hahas quite sians lars, cus as we get older the mood just isn't there lars..lols my cousin even suggest us to watch movie or sing kbox lars but in the end cant go cus we must go to my 3rd auntie's hse..in the end we reached there we slacked at there again lors..haha and my dear shuang lars he won in his card games lors.. chinese new year day 2, went to my 3rd uncle's hse at noon time also lors..lols today more of my relatives were there, and we chat around lors..lols after slacking at there til arnd 5 i went off with ah ping cus she also going to her bf's place..lols today dearie's mother bday ar, and they have a celebration at his hse bahs..lols reached his area at arnd 515 or so and his friends and cousins are there playing cards le..hahas ehs they played blackjack and also in btwn ar..lols arnd 6+ eileen and ks went off first bahs..after we stayed back playing in btwn again and tis time round really is lose til POK..lols dear de cousin won de most la, she won arnd $150+ lors..lols all lose to her and she is only 11 years old..haha after arnd 8, dear other friends went off liao le..and after 15 mins or so, his another friend reached his hse and we played in btwn again..lols in the end his cousin won again lols..she power lars..haha arnd 10 i guess, dear de friend send me back le lors..hahas loves u dear...u are my best wishes..muackies...

happy vday to all..

2007-02-16T00:38:00.000-08:00

okay first of all, happy belated valentine day to all..lols smiles..haha and btw me and alvin tan yongsheng stead le lors..u stil owe me 999996 days hors don't u ever forget that..

haha yst brought my siblings for hair cut first before meeting alvin at chi garden mrt station..lols gave him smtg v funny and is smtg that he requested it lols..we took train to raffles city first and we walked arnd at raffles city b4 ks and gf eileen come and meet us lors..lols when we reached cityhall, they are stil at sengkang only lehs..after which, they came to meet us liao le and we decided to have our lunch at yuki n yaki lors, lols alvin ate the most lehs cus all the food that we dowan to eat, we pass it all to him lols opps, lols and hors this group of ppl dont eat tofu de lehs in de end i have to eat up all the tofu lars..lols after which we have our ice cream lors..lols eat until can vomit lars..lols after eating, we went to arcade there to play pool lors..haha and also we slack arnd at marina square for quite a long time, getting bored of that place..cus hors we can keep passing by the shops 3 or 4 times de lors bcus of that ks lars he so mafan de..our show started at 640 and we watched follow the laws..lols is a great and damn funny show..damn realistic..worth watching..lols and after we took cab to my hse there, ks n alvin have their dinner at my hse there de kopitiam lors the food there, from the appearance also can noe tat the food is not nice at all lols..haha and after taking mahjong and lappy from my hse, we left for ks's hse lors..after reaching ks's hse, they played with my lappy, and arnd 30 mins later, their other friend reached liao le then they played mahjong and daidee lors..for mahjong, we played until sian liao then in the end they play few rounds of daidee and we decided to rest lors..cus we are simply too tired and sians le lors..arnd 1+ bahs, eileen slp liao le and their other fren leave ks's hse liao then we chit chat lors and also use lappy all along bahs..arnd 5+am, me and alvin left ks's hse cus is really too tiring for us le ar..

haha and for t0day lehs, was awaken by my father knocking sound and wadever..lols dar was also awaken by his mother cus his parents taking him to buy his laopo lors..he is damn happy lars..lols and after which my mother drove me to jp with my maid to shop at there lars..after shopping awhile at jp, i straight away took train to bugis lors..i was way too early meeting janice and so i went to beard papa to have a chat first..after janice reached, we were sian-ed by the crowds and the medicure there are all fully booked, and so we decided to go far east instead..upon reaching far east, we went for our medicure at the 4th lvl..haha erms we are the last customers for them ar cus that place is also fully booked..both of us are satisfied with the results, after dinner, we shopped around far east lors..and i bought some of my cny clothes..lols and after buying the clothes we went to wisma to shop again lors..arnd 10pm, we headed home le...

having YOU is enough...

p.s someone say im a security guard lors..he has his ONE laopo jiu happy liao lors :p..

tiring..

2007-02-11T18:29:00.000-08:00

12 Feb 07, 10:34am

lols today is another tiring and slpy day for me as we ton at ks's hse yst nite til morning 6+am ar..lols and yst work at vivo with tiffany for the morning shift, then derrick and hong kee at a later shift til 6pm bahs..lols surprised by the michael jackson's action, only some wil noes wad i mean la..lols reached home at arnd 7pm lors, and of course my father is back at home le lars..he is like santa claus like that bring so many things back sia..haha thanks daddy..lols arnd 1045 need to go and meet alvin lors..cus de ks n gf break mahs then we go pei him lols but when i was at home he told me tat he waiting for bus le in the end when i reached there he also haven reach ar lols *late*..ks not at home and so we will have to slack at his blk downstair, his blk damn *dirty* la so many weird things happen also de..ater buying drinks, we went to ks hse and slack lors..first few rounds of daidee, alvin, ks and ks's sisters de bf play first..then in the end we play daidee til sian liao then play bluff and then donkey lors..haha in the end we are all sians of it liao then we slack and chit-chat all the way lors..lols they bully me, take my stuff dowan to return me..kns..and hors, we become playing tie-ing up their hair then take pic lols..Arnd 615 then i longbang cab back lors..

they ransack my bag..lols

alvin and his plaster lols..

look at this 2 BROTHERS..

wahs lucky ar this cute couple (ks and his gf) patch back ar or else will waste dao me and alvin de precious time lehs lols jk..and after i meet alvin 830 at je then go sch thgt lors..kns today the frank nver come sia then got relief fac come, damn sians lars another fac cal diana sia..diana phobia ar lols..

2007-02-09T20:38:00.000-08:00

hahas finally i've changed my new blogskin..lols nowadays have been feeling unwell for backache ar sore throat ar wadever ar..simply jus sick..

hahas came to blog b4 i go to work..lols ehs for yst lehs went to sch for felix lesson then is quite boring lars met with ying and med for lunch then arnd 2pm felix end his lesson..around 8+ alvin msg me say wana meet to go ks hse for mahjong not lors..and i stil gotta bring the heavy mahjong lors lols then arnd 930 met him at the bus stop, buy food and drinks for that ks liao den go his hse play 3 ppl mahjong first until ks's gf, eileen come liao le then play 4 ppl de..wah powerful lars his table is surely "V CLEAN" lors..ur hands will surely turn BLACK after playing a few rounds..and the "dong" feng is really v long lar cus they diao zhuang v long..and we got the ks being the recorder for the "tai" all this..lols ks and his gf really v cute sia..cute couple lols..in the end is ks's gf win the most, alvin lost the most lols..After tired of playing 1 1/2 round of mahjong, bth ar quite sians then change to play daidee for few rounds, 10cent 1 card lols..so in order to clear our loans, we changed to play blackjack..lols p.s ALVIN owes me 1000000 lors..hahas in the end for blackjack i won around 10bucks from alvin there then return ks's gf there de money for mahjong and in the end i stil got extra 5 bucks back lmao..haha in the end we sat down and chit-chat again lors..then ks's gf play maple and we chat until arnd 630 liao then take cab back with alvin lors..

in conclusion, i can't gamble de lars..i can only like play play de cus i surely lose alot money..smiles..

updated...

lols think it gonna be my last day working at taka le bahs..wad a tiring day today, have no mood to work at all lors cus is so sians..after work went back home lors then arnd 1245 weilei they all say meet up for supper den i go there zhou bo lols..haha anyway is fukeong longbang mahs..lols they eat the boon lay nasi lemak then i drink green tea lols then there suddenly got 1 uncle think is siao or wad dono la..but there stil got paramedics and police lols we just sat down there see show and chit-chat lors..until arnd 2+ then reached home..

2007-02-05T19:18:00.000-08:00

hahas lols was asked to update my blog by assie..lots of happenings..haha sat its gonna be my last day working at my current job..on sun, my daddie gonna come back from china haha great..next mon gonna be my last day of school for year 2 till april 10+..long holidays..and chinese new year is coming soon..

06-05-07 11:43am
hahas ehs now im in a blury and tired mood..long time nver try not slpin then immediately come straight school ar..feel like slpin ar..hahas met up with alvin n kai sheng bahs at 502 market then go ks's hse lors..lols ehs den was playing daidee all along and also black jack lors..lols talk and chat, talk and chat, time passes v fast and we gamble money too la..in the end lose like shit lols lucky la they give back the money hahas..arnd 5am we are bored with the card games then we anyhow play le lors..then in the end we end up chatting from 545am onwards to 620am liddat then i went home le cus i need to go sch la..lols stuck in school..so tired..

hahas then on sun..its such a suay day for me la..cant believe it lors..they suddenly changed my normal schedule without informing me make me work from 2-7 only kns lors..then after went out with diana to shop lors..ehs quite fun in the beginning la..but at a later part was irritated by a latter lars kns tat old bitchy..shit la..she is so fucking stupid..and for sat..having a voluntary work at wdl lors..have to wake up early then go and help clean those old ppl de house..the conditions are not that bad for us..and we also have to distribute towels to them before leaving the place..after that i went home to rest lors, lols i got "sixth sense" that weilei wil cal us out for pool session and i was right abt it yeas..lols met weilei, fu keong n zhen lin at west coast rc lors..lols yuan lai zhen lin also got tat sixth sense that weilei is going to cal us go play pool..we played and chit-chat til arnd 10+ bahs then fukeong longbang us back on his "cousin's car"..

for last month, i've been slacking at home lors..and im so broke to go anywhere lars not isolating myself lars lols..hahas except for 1 wed, went out with joanne they all to jb lors..lols we went to eat and then to watch movie..haha med, joanne, shee rui, ying and abel went..oh and not forgetting, on wed went to harbour front center with sabrina for interview thingy, after that we went to chinatown de kbox and sing songs lors..lols ehs sabrina de tao hua ar.hahas and on 14/1/07..went for our chiangmai grp de chalet..lols overall is quite fun, gossip, bbq, and gather arnd thgt like the times we were at chiangmai..miss the times..so happy..

p.s for the past few days, starhub keep cutting off my phone line w/o informing me beforehand. so if you happened to cal me and it says " ....line is temporary not in service", try calling me back 2 or 3 days later bahs lols..but for now my phone line is stil IN SERVICE.

2007-01-26T19:33:00.000-08:00

hahas lols suddenly have alot of things that i wanted to do..

i wanted to:
-change my new blogskin
-CHANGE MY FCUKING job & find a NEW job
-get my PP done as soon as possible
-change a new HP
-buy another external harddisk
-out clubbing with my friends
-contact back with my old friends
-SHOPPING
-forget every sad things and stable down. single is good :)

BUT all this takes time..with mon-fri schling only wed is a rest day..and weekends working at the fcuking workplace just makes me irritated..gonna change my job after cny..ANYONE got job to intro lols..hees my father is coming back to singapore soon..shiok ar...

2007-01-15T04:42:00.000-08:00

hahas lols its been sometime since i blog le..im fine yeahs..but will try to get over it soon..changed my hairstyle le lols..hmms felt like having my tragus pierced *considering*..ehs didnt feel like bloggin much..so jus pictures yeahs...
Night out at ZOUK...fun..

2006-12-28T01:41:00.000-08:00

haish me and his love ended on 27th dec 06..terence teng kai loon..it started on 10th oct 06 which is at boon lay market there..haish tears jus kept flowing non-stop..i reallie wish that u're back to my side my dear..i have been staying at home crying non-stop..i missed u like craze my dear boy..i noe that sayin all this is no point but i will be waitin for u..hmms jus came back from cck lot 1..went to meet felicia my dear fren, haish thanks alot for consoling me and also be there for me..on the way to cck is a hard journey, i tried to hold back my tears as at that place there are memories of me n you..when i saw fel, i finally cant hold it and teared again..i stil remb the days when we are slacking at cck, the days where u n ur frens played daytona there..my mind is all abt u..there are several times which i cant hold my tears and make fel abit paiseh sorry ar..hmms later gonna meet my other dear frens which is joanne and medalin..hope things will get better..jus de final words..i love you..and misses u lots

2006-12-25T04:15:00.000-08:00

hahas damn shuang ar

lols jus came back from clubbing at zouk..hahas we met at somerset control station at arnd 830 and the control station was packed lars..lols after we took cab to zouk..dumb i guess cus when we reached zouk, the area was like nobody de lors..today clubbing include me, joanne, janice, medalin, june, siew huey, clay n gf, yaohong, sham and jee yon..hahas we are too early le lars and the entrance fee was like 30 bucks..but its okie once a time is ok de..lols at first most of us drank vodka lime..and when we are at zouk future, it was v high lors cus at tat time u buy 1 get 1 free lars..and the drinks there is quite cheap lors..after i drank the strawberry matini or wadever..after janice ask whether if we wanted to try the cocktail shots, me n june each drink like 3 shots lors..high ars..wahs tat janice hors really can drink til siao de lors drink alcohol like drink water de..hahas in the end she drink too much ar she damn high lars den walking abit not stable..arnd 12 then the crowd start strolling in ar, the songs there are okok lors..lols the countdown there is not so high lars but we zhi high lars :p..hahas we keep going in and out of future ar..in end we stay til arnd 2+am then we walked out zouk actually intending to breathe some fresh air and also to buy some drinks de..den arnd 3+am when we went back in, we all are sehx le so we decided to went back home lors..me, jee yon, clay n gf took night rider back home..it was so much fun, playing with them lors..

merry christmas to all..smiles...

2006-12-23T20:51:00.000-08:00

yesterday, me and dear met at wdl mrt interchange and we took 963 to harbour front lors..and dear gave me my christmas present :p which is a contact lense set hees..and the trip there was around 1hr +..the journey may be long but ur presence makes it feels so lovely..hmms when we reached the cinema we faster go and buy the tix..the timeslot was v quickly booked and we only can choose the timeslot on 740pm lors..bobian we slacked arnd vivo city lors..lols vivo really is nth and cant walk de lors..damn boring ar there..we watch the movie "the holiday", hmms the movie was ok lors..not bad afterall..after watchin the movie, it was arnd 10+ le den we make our way home lors..miss u my dear..

lols caught in action...

hahas taken at the bridge near the cinema..

2006-12-23T20:48:00.000-08:00

lols back from my chiangmai trip already..will be updating soon when i have finalised my journal :p..so for now there will only be pictures..some only cus haven get the rest from the others..

lols the view from our gals bunk when it is arnd 630am..

when we are on our way to the school..

that's how their school look like

the scenery outside the school...

the class that i teach..

one of our translator..james..

hehes..my 3 little gals..

cindy's daughter n frens lols..

me n med..

me, janice, med

me weaving...

those days when we are at pulau ubin..

lols june being treated...MEDIC..

our role play..

lols..

2006-12-07T17:45:00.000-08:00

off to chiangmai (thai) for 2 weeks

its been a long long time since i blog already..lifes have been going through some up and downs for me..but in the end can say is solved or maybe is i think it another way or heck care lors..okies comments from the tagboard..lols tag wadever u want cus it is jus so foolish..don't want to waste my time..lols for those ppl who noe me should noe that this is the way i type and also if u don't like the way i blog then close the window lars..no one is stopping u at all lols..omg and when did i ever admit that my eng is good, and when did i ever say i am slim..lols

for my dear:
i am not sure whether if i can tel u this on 10-12-06 but just wanted to tell u beforehand..
..happy 2 month anniversary..
i feel v blissful when im with u..don't think too much kkies..
loving u every moment of each days..missing u always...

will update when i came back from thai..including those nov or dec entries..

Photos time

bits and pieces of us

our love

trying out his hp borders lols..

:p

the gift that he given to me.. the bag lols

our latest pic taken at bugis..sat night

2006-10-17T15:22:00.000-07:00

hahas lols finallie im 18 liao lers..thanks ppl for all the msges and wishes...lols and also mus specially thank my dear, felicia and also not forgetting my most impt e37q buddies lols for their presents :p..

10-10-2006...
lols its a special date for me and my dear...lols morning was havin sch as usual and wth my laptop kana viruses lols den bobian hav to reformat liao lers..kns de..hmms actuallie no mood in going with joanne they all to mindcafe de but dowan to be shao xing so go with them lors..lols me, joanne and janice first went to eat dou hua as we went there early mahs den we went to mindcafe to meet cheah ying n med, then joanne's bf and her bf's fren..lols played at there till arnd 8+ den gotta go le lors cus gotta meet my dear ar he workin at jp mahs..hahas when i reached there arnd 9+ le lors lols he say he haven finished his stuff ar got many paperwork to do lols den gotta wait til arnd 930 den he can go off lors..lols brought him to boon lay market to eat his dinner lors..haha that is where our story begins le lars..hmms den after we walked to lakeside mrt lors..actuallie dear wanted to take mrt home de..but he took 187 with me lors..lols i a few stops nia he hav to take all de way to wdl ar lmao..miss u..

11-10-2006..
hahas then for this day lehs which is wed..lols met up with joanne, med and cheah ying at je enter lors..lols then we went ntuc to buy our stuff lols..we bought quite alots of stuff lors..we saw any food jiu think of cook anything but in de end we stil settle on some foods lars..saw ailing on the way home too..lols b4 they came my hse we went to market first to buy veg..lols we first baked the cookies, then we cook the veg and etc..lols then cheah ying cooked the jap curry..lols wad a sumptuous meal lors..hahas den after they slacked at my hse playin with my didi lors..lols they all were kana bullied by my didi wahahas so funny...

14-10-2006
hmms for sat lehs went for work as usual lors but left earlier..lols went to bishan to look for dear for awhile lors..lols went to the kopitiam lors as he wanted to eat ars..den after eating then i gotta rush to bedok to meet janice, joanne, med n cy le lors..lols cus we going for the rotaract bbq mahs..lols reached there liao was obviously late lars..hmms the bbq was quite ok and fun lars..we slacked at there til arnd 9+ den we went off already..we took bus to parkway there to eat porridge instead..after eating me, med, joanne, cy n janice's fren went to play pool lors..janice and alice went off first..lols we played til arnd 11 den we went off le lors..we took 197 back home
lors..

15-10-2006
hehes for sun lehs also another working day lars..worked until nite lors..then dear came down to find me lors..lols he waited for quite some time le sorrie ar dear..hmms then after he gave me my present le..lols was touched lars altho he now broke le stil managed to give me smtg reallie gandong lors..lols then we walked here and there of orchard lors..lols we have nowhere to go ars cus by tat time most of the shops at orchard has closed le lors and is like 11+ le lehs..then after we decided to slack at ps there lors til arnd 12+ den walked off le lors..hahas den arnd 2+ den we leave orchard lors..anyway its nixi and my mei 's bday lars..happy birthday wors...

16-10-2006
hahas pulled myself up to sch de lors..lols cus yst ton until 3 den reached home mahs..morning fel fel give me my present wors lols so touched also thanks alots fel..appreciated it alot too and it is nice..hahas but in the end stil go sch lors..today sch was alright for me..lols after sch lehs my e37q classmates meet up together lors cus we're going for steamboat at bugis lors..lols this time got janice, med, joanne, shee rui, abel, keith and jason (came for awhile)...lols we went to the steamboat that we went the other time for med's bday lors..lols thanks alots for u all the treat ar..lols this time round the food wasnt tat fresh ars but okie lars enjoyed their company lors..hahas quite fun cooking the foods..then after that we went to the "hong kong cafe" or wadso..duhs their desserts were bad lars cant drink de duhs..wasted money lors..but thanks alots for u all de presents were touched also kkies..hahas after that took train with abel n keith lors..lols keith also bought me a cake lars lols cus he say i nver make a wish hahas thanks man..

pictures time...

2006-10-04T23:20:00.000-07:00

hahas lols its been 3 weeks since i updated my blog le..sch has reopened liao le and my new class was fine with me...miss my e37q peeps still but we stil meet up b4 sch breaks and also after sch :p.. hahas coming back to blog le ars cus med dear and joanne our lao liew has been asking me to update lols...

hahas ok i will jus bring up some highlights:

-went out with janice, joanne, shee rui, medalin and cheah ying after sch on 26th sept which is tues..hahas we decided to go to the mindcafe which is opps. parklane..anyway we met joanne at dohby ghaut first den we went to buy kachang puteh liao den to eat chicken rice..hahas ehs den after chicken rice went to eat beancurd..then to mindcafe lols was filled with ppl sia..but anyway we stil managed to play a few games..quite fun lehs arnd 11 den we went off le wors..

-hmms den on wed went out at arnd night time to meet peg, vic, jy, nixi, mavis, ct, anni n kh(awhile)..by the time i meet up with them they hav already finished eating so we walked to heeren walk awhile liao le den decided to slack at a place the coffee club..we slacked and chat at there till 10+ liao le den went home lors..

-lols last fri was mid autumn or wad u cal it lars lols every one of us from BP has to bring 1 mooncake lors..lols okie lars quite fun..hahas den on sat lehs got jap ppl coming and also boss comin down..leading to our shop overcrowded lols got 8-9 ppl working lehs lols so crowded and fun..hahas got karen, meow hui, hong khee, joyce, si ya, carol, ah yan n me..lols tat day mus keep sayin "hi welcome, irashaimasei doozo, beard papa no pai shi des" -_-..hehes met up with terence after my work lors..lols he craps lars he also after work ars..hahas lols den sit at orchard tok cok lors in de end i must take the last train at red line wors..lols in the end i stil "send" him home to woodlands lehs lols..

-hmms for sun should be goin out for some so-called meeting lars hmms but in the end the senior mentor was not feeling well lors..and there goes my $40 le..could hav worked on tat day..days are becoming hard nowadays ar mus save save save le..

-lalas u're being missed-

2006-09-17T01:36:00.000-07:00

hehes my days have been spent v happily for this week, it seems just too short lars..hahas first it came along with the chalet then the pulau tekong bmtc, out with cy n shee rui, den work, nite safari with cy n med n reach, then working hehes nicey..

hmms starting off with mon ars..should be meeting my classmates at 1pm at pasir ris de..and u all know lars my class is known as the late late late class..lols only till 9am then each of us will slowly stroll in and tat's when our lesson starts hmms..hahas ok back to point me n shee rui n joanne was like v lazy to go out lars..haha meet too early and instead we meet at 3pm lors lols derick has been waiting there since 1pm le duhs..erms den went to the ntuc with joanne, shee rui, derick and lydia lors lols later came jason who took the wrong bus and overslpt till sengkang and also cheah ying outside the mall lols..hahas den we took bus there lors..and long sheng is already at the chalet liao lors..lols whilst waiting for the rest of the people..we were slacking in the chalet lars..lols watchin tv den the guys went arcade lors..hahas den came medalin and janice..lols after we went to take the food for the barbecue lols..hmms quite alot of foods ars..then we all went back to the chalet to prepare le lors..by the time the guys have returned to help lars and also came abel, elly and thad lors..hmms then the fire was started v quickly lars cus got those different uniform grp de ppl down there lols..hahas den started to barbecue lors erms den some of them leave first le bahs cus they got smtg on i think..ehs it was starting to drizzling le lors..then came jackson and gf lols..hahas lols but me n jason n joanne stil continue barbecue-in lors cus dowan to waste the fire..then joanne holding onto the umbrella then me n jason barbecue lols good experience uhs..lols quite fun lars..hahas..it was raining cats and dogs lars only us are the ones barbecue-in..erms den after when it stop rainin den we went bathing arnd 10+ den all of us went to arcade lors..hehes fun..lols played lots of games ars until they chased us out ar..lols in the end we nowhere to go then went back chalet by the time joanne, jackson n gf left lers..hahas den we played lots of cards games lars then in the end truth or dare for all lols..hmms den we sent lydia back home le den went back chalet lors..lols abel, cy and elly was drinking outside lors..lols and awhile later ABEL WAS DRUNK lols he cant even walked properly and also talking nonsensical things liao stil say he not drunk lols..then in the end i was helping to "crack" their back lols they were enjoying it lors lols..damn shuang okie..hahas den after tat arnd 6 janice and med hav to go liao lors..ehs den the rest of us slp till 10+ den wake up lors..after tat we went to arcade last time den me, abel and elly gotta rush for the pulau tekong thingy lors..hahas reallie v tired n shag ars..lols reallie bth ars gotta tahan till 530 den we can leave the place..the ferry there reallie made us feel like puking ar cus we v tired ar..ehs then for wed lehs went out with cheah ying and shee rui lors to far east..we shop arnd there lors..hahas quite fun lors looking out for clothes ars...then arnd 6+ and we gotta leave the place le..tat med ar lols called say she jus woke up lols ask us to go her place eat duhs..lols in the end i went to imm with maid and didi lors..hehes bought 1 shirt from giordano lols cheapo 9 bucks nia..lols dare to be different...hahas then for thurs is working lars..erms nth much but saw ah ling during work..lols then for fri lehs met cy and med lors b4 going to nite safari..lols actually we should be meeting earlier in the end we drag and drag lols so 530 we meet lols then we went to eat botak jones at amk..hahas there de food quite nice lors and the fan is damn strong lars damn cold..den v funny is the person come to our table to explain lols so erms..hahas so we ate til arnd 715 den we faster take 138 to nite safari lors..hahas erms by the time we reached there was like 735 lers and they told us tat they have not reached yet lols..hahas when they reached we gotta choose those kids lors individually lols we are volunteers mahs lols but i was lucky lars my kid cum and choose me lols..hahas then we went into the nite safari lors..quite fun lars..hahas those kids are really v cute lors..lols then arnd 9+ it ends lors..hmms took fotos lars but we are not suppose to show it to public cus they're protected de erms..hahas but nice day with them..after me n cy n med went to eat ben n jerry ice cream hehes then took bus back to amk lers..lols then for today is another working day lors..saw wilson's sis lols she working near me only then also saw my cousins lols they come and find me lols..

...time for pics...

2006-09-10T20:52:00.000-07:00

pic pic pic

some of the classmates gotta rush for ccas in the end left the few of us lors lols...shall update more after the chalet hehes...ciaos

2006-09-07T13:06:00.000-07:00

lols nowadays have been slping v late and yet gotta go work in the noon time..class chalet is on next mon hees....maintain a frenship relationship with him(ivan) altho we cant be together but stil frens yea lols..

hmms recently old frens are contacting me back lols..hahas erms start from mon lehs..which is another working day lars damn slack lors nth to do lols..btw there is the lion troupe competition outside ngee an city lols quite nicey bahs i guess manage to peep awhile den walk off le..hmms den for tues ars b4 tat met up with siya lors thot is joyce bdae lars cus she said it so but duhs when we went for work in the end is not lars lols but the card n flowers siya took it hahas den for work is v tired lars cus gotta woke up early lehs yawns..hahas den during work v hard to concentrate ars den siya let me off at 8 lors cus reallie cmi ars..den during work ivan also msg me say pei him go bbdc lols but too bad i stil at work..ehs den reached home liao le den chat with him awhile cus he suddenly feel like chattin lors..den chat awhile den put down phone le lors..thot of resting de lehs but suddenly arnd 12am xiao gu called lars..lols miracle lors its been months like 3 months since we contact le lors..hahas he ars reallie is sibei boxim de lors..got gf no frens de lols..den he ars like v sad lors got gf prob, case den dono lars..hahas but he is kana suan til v jialat lars den chat til 2am den we put down phone liao lors..hahas den arnd 3+ den i slp wors..erms den early mornin arnd 630 gotta force myself to wake up..sibei buey tahan..but bobian ar gotta go to the talk at bouna vista lors..hahas meeting the guys at 745 at bouna vista lors..hahas when i reached there it was 746 already but NOONE is there lols..and the latest is tat abel lols..my group got abel, keith, elly and thad, should hav derick but nver go..hmms den went for the talk saw quite alot frens at there lars..hahas erms the talk was v boring and can put ppl to slp..hahas we reached there at 815 den listened till 1045 lors..in de end during the break we decided to char bo halfway lors..lols in the end we took 111 to town lors..wanted to watch movie but no slot so bobian lors..lols went to eat long john and den after went to play arcade with them lors..lols played daytona i was not the last afterall haha..den played quite some games lors..went SHOPPING with them..lols is them who do the shoppin lors..lols guys shopping..go check it out far east got 1 shop tat sells item up to 900+ and their things really quite ex but is nice and is for guys lars lols..in the end we took cab back to biopolis den we sneaked in lors to attend the rest of the talk from 4 till 5 lols really can slp ars..hahas went home liao den went to jp to shoppin ars..tired den for today which is thurs lehs went working then nth much le...

2006-08-31T09:36:00.000-07:00

hahas im okie now..lols no point feeling upset over him lols..
afterall it is wad i've thought of in the first place..
without him..life will stil be the same yeahs lols..
hahas now is time to work and work and work le..
i misses e37q sia..hees chalet coming soon..-waiting-
duhs then recently got prank call by dono which idiot..use private no. ..
fcuker don so hum lehs wan play also say ur name lehs..don say my fren, my classmate my wadever..stil use private no..only hum ji and boliao ppl does tat..nth better to do ar..

2006-08-29T22:00:00.000-07:00

just 2 days away and we're havin our one month anniversary lers but...

for dono wad reason..he msg me and say its better for us to break up...

i dono whether if i should be happy or sad...

honestly i felt sad more than anything else...

hais dono lars..

everything is back to normal again..

guys are all the same..

love hurts..

nth is forever de...

no mood...

2006-08-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

hmms tis few days hasnt been good for me n him lars..honestly some negative thoughts have been appearing lars but i dono how lars..jus see how lors..communication breakdown ars sians...

hmms this few days has been working like shit lors den v tired lors..working this few days hav been okok lors jus tat im sick lars and still i was injured during work lars..den like many bruises lars lols..saw familiar faces at work lors..lols saw long sheng and his fren..den saw frederick n gf lols luckily he nver stop at there to buy ars..den saw felicia first den jason at nite during work lors..lols hamster stil at my hse..hmms dono wad i tokin also liao..sians..erms den for on sun lehs i quarrel with him le lors..duhs is like i say this he say tat..den summore got some ppl who like him b4 visit him lehs no wonder i say i go he say no need lars..stil on sat he kana beaten by ppl lors den nver contact me also..duhs...dono lars..feeling so sucky lars..

lols injured...

2006-08-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh who wans hamster faster pm me okie lols..up and downs with dear...but in the end solved lars..but who noes what happens next...start of holidays lers..lols...

23-08-06..
hahas ehs start with today lehs which is wed ars..me went for work lors lols craps today sales was bad lars lols obviously lars..hahas ehs den slack and chat with esther all the way lors lols so sians de..hahas den after work liao den went home and played with my siblings lols suddenly dey say tat they wanted to play with the hamster lors..lols bobian lors get the hamster from dear lors..lols meet him in bus lors den went to his hse dere with han rong n his gf hahas he can say is his fren or my fren lols..den see dao dear de parents lors..hahas so paiseh..duhs..den after dear sent me home liao den he went home lols..hahas both of our parents dont allow hamster lars so bobian lors got to see who wans if not worst to worst le lors..duhs seems like he today smoke even more lors diaos..

22-08...
hmms den for yst which is tues ars last day of sch lors..sads ars..last day of E37Q liao..duhs but i nver go sch lars cus got the stupid oral..erms den went to shuqun sec lars den i was like late lors..hahas but in the end i was the 2nd to be tested on lars..lols everything screwed up due to my flu and cough -sigh-..hahas den bobian also lars so rushed to sch for UT lars duhs erms so-so nia lors..den take class pic with some of our classmates nia lors cus some gotta rush for meetings and can only meet during chalet liao lors..hehes den after lehs arnd 10 or 11 of us..got med, janice, joanne, shee rui, cheah ying, abel, keith, derek, elly and jason(awhile) went to cwp lors..we went to eat waffle ice cream..duhs is expensive and yet not nicey..lucky i shared with joanne..lols anyway is med birthday lars..happy belated birthday ars...hahas den after lehs went home le lors..

21-08...
hahas den for mon lehs is my lovely didi de birthday wors..happy birthday wors didi..woke up feeling so sick den nver go sch liao lors..lols but in the end i stil went for the UT lars..lols i was late for 10 mins lors..hahas bobian lors take liao lers den go back lors..hahas den after going back home liao lers jiu rest awhile b4 going to meet dear at west coast rc to play pool lors..hahas i feel so damn tired and unwell..hahas ehs dear play pool can say is gd lars hahas but he cant por wan mus say not gd..duhs den after he n fren went to drink tea den i went back home lors..den nite chat wif him den noe tat when he drinkin tea den tio dai ji..duhs dono wad generation liao stil got ppl play kua si mi lan jiao..duhs..they v cok de lors so many ppl against 2 ppl..siaos de..sians gang fight den 1-1 fighting in lift again,he won lors den ppl say sorry to him..duhs lucky him lars..fighting and smoking again -_-..

20-08...
hmms den for sun lehs havin sore throat and also abit pek chek to go work lors..sians ars..den is like he was so weird on tat day lars..hmms den worked till nite tat day lors..when walkin back with siya den msg say maybe me n him should break up lors..hai dono lars..i tried to ignore his call lars but in the end i still bth so picked up the fone call lors..hai we actually tok out most of the prob lars..hmms den he also got some probs also lars...den after we stil as normal liao lors..duhs...

19-08...
hmms for sat is a v sucky day lars..duhs it started off quite ok lars but in the end was v pissed off lars..hmms morning lehs met up with jason to go for the SMU talk lors..lols seriously lars we are really lost in the sense that we do not know which block is the block that we should be going to..in the end we asked the ppl lars..lols den went for the talk lors ehs the talk was okok lors all abt computer stuff lors..quite gd bahs..ehs den after tat lehs went for work lors..erms work was like shit lors..damnit i was kana complaint by one of the department head..fcuker lars he..siao scold liao stil buey gei yan..sians i was scolded jus bcus i nver gave him the receipt..and yet he bought only $4 of things nia lors..he gave the exact amount lors and some more he walked away lors he think that he the only customer there ars..siao de..he damn gei gao lors stil go ask botak come down nag me stil go and cal my boss and kpkb..nb...hai den felt so sucky lars..idiotic..spoil my day...

2006-08-19T04:37:00.000-07:00

...picture posting 2...

love him to bits ars..my lovely didi

it stayed at tat position v long lehs lols...

jus so cute

"oishi" pizzas...hmmsss

haha shee rui's fu zhou fishball lols so funny lars..full of it cans..

haha originally liddat de..see the diff mahs...

see how our auntie joanne sit lols..

haha she is always posing for me lols

med and her prawns lols

2006-08-19T04:25:00.000-07:00

lols now is my turn to be sick lers...sians headache, sore throat, flu...lols v tired ars..im broke ars..sians dono how to suffer the next few weeks ars...

hahas okie for mon lehs didnt went for sch den stayed at home lors after went for work..kns lors work was like nth to do at all but when closin hav to do many things ars den bobian..duhs and i was kana locked inside lars sians de lors..i was too late lers lors..hai den v kan jiong lars..so sucks de..erms den after meet him at fountain lors den dear sent me home lors..love his hugs hugs..den for tues lehs went for schlin lars..lols sch was like v slack lors..quite easy task also de...den we diana here diana dere de lols..den after sch lehs went for work le lors..sian-ed nth to do again lars..erms den after lehs he came with his fren solo den they sent me home lors..hmms den on wed lehs nver go to sch or work den stayed at home lors..erms den for thurs lehs went to sch..den nver do much hahas but tee lip our fac treat us to pizza lars lols he gave 30 bucks den we each of us give another 2.80 lors..we ordered oishi pizza lars but erms it doesnt taste as nice as we thot lars..sians ehs den should be meeting him after sch de but i dulans lors, he asked me to meet him lors budden how am i goin to go back home..again i ignored him so in the end nver go lors..he jus don understand..i wonder whether he is jus using me in this r/s anot..hai does he really cares for me..why is he so insensitive..jus don understand him lors..hai den for fri woke up with headache den nver went to sch lors..erms den got abit like misunderstanding with him here n dere lors hai..erms den after went to bugis to meet joanne n shee rui lors..shee rui's ez link card was lost..anyone saw her name on a ez link card call her lols..den we went to the steamboat there at bugis lors..it was located at 2nd level and air-conditioned..hahas den came medalin the main lead then keith and then cheah ying lors..all 6 of us lors..lols joanne and her luncheon meat, medalin and her prawn prawn, shee rui and her fu zhou fishball...lols damn funny lars everyone..den we arnd 10+ left the place lors den went to bugis junction to sit sit and slack slack arnd 1140 den we left the place lors..hmms den i alight at clementi lors arnd 1215 den waited for him to come den walked to his hse lors..duhs he jus went for drinkin session with his frens den summore fight..sians..fight, smoke , drink..wth dono wad he promise lars..diaos lors den slacked at his hse for like 1 hr lors..finally i saw the hamster tat he bought for us lars so cute lors but so sad lars his another hamster kana eaten by his cat lers den now only left 1 lers sians..den i alone walked all the way from the bridge to the clementi again to take night rider lors so sucks so eerie and so scary hai..should i or should i not..im so confused..

2006-08-18T12:34:00.000-07:00

....pictures time.....

hahas look at the crowd..

some tamiya or wadeva exhibition..quite funny thou..watched abit nia..

2006-08-12T10:51:00.000-07:00

hmms for tis week is damn weird lors lols..ehs for tues lehs pon sch lors..lols went out with cheah ying and medalin to bugis..hahas met them at arnd 1+ or 2 den went to chapter 2 for hair cut lors..lols ehs while waiting for cheah ying to finish her treatment thingy me n med went to shop at bugis v first lors..lols went to look for shoes lors..lols den after cheah ying has finished her treatment thingy was arnd 5+ lers so we went to mos to eat liao den to walk arnd again to look for cheah ying's shoes den arnd 8+ reached home lors..lols at nite arnd 1015 den went to meet janice, med and her bf lors..lols den reached momo liao lers den meet dao him awhile lors erms abit pek chek lars, he n others shall noe..den after i was rejected entry by tat bouncer lars..fcuks and of course i have to return home lors..couldnt find him at all sucks lars but luckily assie was there lars..he was there when i needed him..BIG THANKS..noe u will see it de lars..hahas den after lehs go home slp..and for wed lehs..stayed at home lors den at nite went for pool session with nc, fk, wl and ck den take last bus home lors..erms should be meetin him lars but den i abit dulan lors so nver meet dao him..at arnd 2+ he called lors..den after some sort like tok it out le lars..shall see den..hmms den for thurs lehs felt so tired and also not feeling well so stayed at home..self-proclaimed holidays lols..stayed at home den noon time went to NUH to look for uncle lors..lols first went to the wrong ward cus my mother mistaken it, secondly when we found the ward, the ward was noisy lols..hahas the patient there so funny an old uncle lars..lols wan ppl attention only lors..lols den for fri lehs went to sch lors..hahas sch was okok lors..lols den after sch went for work..work was craze lars..cream puff now $1.20 only which lasted till tis sun only den so many ppl of course..hahas after work went to cityhall to look for wl, fk n ck lors..lols only they 3 ppl nia..den we went to my hse there de roti-prata shop lors together with zhi long and zi long also lars..lols den saw my ex-xin hao pass by also lols..den we sat dere till quite late bahs arnd 1 den we went home le lors..should be meeting him lars but i slpt lers lols..hahas den for today lehs went for work at 11 lors morning shift de..queue doesnt seem to stop de lars..lols den after work went to meet joanne and cheah ying lors..hahas den walk awhile then they buy smtg to eat then off we went to see the fireworks lors..lols v crowded lors..sians..hahas we jus anyhow find a spot and sit down le lors..lols quite nicey bahs but the angle that we sit is not so ok lors..much more on low angle de but overall is still nice lols..crap..den after walk arnd marina till arnd 11 den we went home le lors..-tired-

2006-08-07T07:20:00.000-07:00

ONCE and ONCE AGAIN u've DISAPPOINTED me..u just cant feel the pain in me, u're jus doing wad u wan but its not wad i want..u cant sense the me in you..i wanted to give up everything in this relationship, meanwhile i've tried to give in too or maybe just us some time more and we will be better but indeed it doesnt prove anything else...you're just showing the negative side of you and making me to give it up even more..maybe is just like what others say we're both from different world..

hmms so ok just want to say wad i am feeling inside cus i just cant seem to bring the word "break" to him..hai okie for thurs lehs hav sch as usual lors but then during break i started to not feeling well lers..really pain till bth ars..lols then bobian lors went back home after second meeting lors..lols my classmate they all v cute lars duhs im not pregnant lars cus we also didnt did anything lols and thanks med(medalin) lars for ur med(medicine) hahas..erms at nite also chated with him lors den abit dots lars only assie and classmates noes abt it lors hai disappointed..hmms den for fri lehs have sch as usual lors then after went back home..den at nite nver tok much with him or should i say i ignored his call..giving up at tat time le but cus of some things la but he doesnt feel it lars so anyway nth in the end..hmms den for sat should be meeting him de lars but then when he called me then tell me something i dulans lors and yups again he doesnt feel anything abt it too..irritated by it i off my hp and went to slp lors in the end stayed at home and slp dont feel like saying anything much..erms then when i woke up again is like normal cus he dono abt it ehs den i watched superband lors..lols milubing won..cutie..hmms den at nite he called..hesitated to pick up but in the end still pick up lors erms then he told me abt something lors..hai i really dono wad to say lars but in the end we are back to normal lors den chat till 2+am den went to slp bahs..hmms he said tat he suppose to have a surprise for me this noon but i nver went lars which is he bought 2 hamster lors..erms den for sun lehs woke up early in the morning lors then should be calling him to wake up too lors..called for arnd 30+ times then he woke up..erms then went to meet him lars..then watched like half of the movie then his dad also chatted with me duhs..ehs then went to dover then take bus to town lors..after i went to town le lors..hai then something made me dulans lors..ehs dono lars then after work went to teban to take back my lappy lors..then arnd 11+pm bahs he accompanied me to the bus stop then i take bus home le lors..then go home chat awhile then put down phone le..okie back to sch lols..hahas sch was fun as usual lors..lols in class all super high lors esp that med lars..haha then after sch me, cheah ying and med went to cck to walk lors but is like duhs nth to walk lars in the end we took bus to bukit panjang plaza to walk lors..lols med damn funny lars she damn hyper also lars then there also has alot of her first time today..hahas then cheah went for her tutor thingy then me and med took train back she was like so damn blur la..haha laughin all de way lors..then after went jp to look for my bag then went back..hai then he called me lar..then talked abt something else that made me sian le..no moods..wad do u treat me as..im so disappointed..-giving up-

2006-08-02T02:01:00.000-07:00

hahas okie i shall not be discreet abt it..my frens noes abt it lers lols..hmms yahs and for those who knew what im toking abt..yahs it started on 31st july 06 lors lols..hahas yups yst was networking lols hong joo is back woohooss slack lars damn nicey cans and for noon dear cal me awhile bahs..den after i went home to slack awhile b4 going to meet wen quan at jp lors..lols ehs den during the journey dear pei me chat on the fone lors b4 he went to do his stuff bahs..hahas wahs such a long time since i went jp lers and ya it's like duhs interchange has been relocated lers..erms den meet dao wen quan den tok abt the job thingy for like 30 mins den when home bahs..hmms den at nite jiu tok wif dear on the fone till like 11+ den go slp le bahs..hmms den for today lehs which is tues lars..erms java lesson as usual lors..lols stayed back in sch till veri late lars b4 we went out to celeb joanne's bdae hehes..lols then we went to causeway lors..hahas we bought her flowers for her bdae lors..afterwhich we went to far east to makan lors..hmms yums yums quite nicey also..hahas deep fried durian ice cream also veri nice -yums-..hahas den after decided to go boat quay to mindcafe lors..on the journey dearie called lors den chat until destination den put down fone lers lols..opps den upon reaching mindcafe den we found out that joanne's wallet was lost lors..hmms the rest of them stayed in there den me and joanne went to the bus terminal at outram to look out for her wallet lors..but when we reached there the bus went off lors -duhs- den make a cal to cck terminal den see how lors..lols asked for the nearest police station and we were referred to the Police Cantonment Complex lors..lols and of course me n joanne went in lors..hahas den the security asked for my ic and he hesitate for awhile b4 givin me the card lols..ehs den went into the report room lors den the police was quite friendly lars..hahas joke here and dere..finally when the police who is havin a hard time has finished his report and joanne received a call tat says her wallet (but the money was gone -_-) was found at cck terminal lols..hahas den when goin to take my ez link card den i realised that I GAVE SHEE RUI's EZ link card instead and tat's why he hesitated lars cus i gave wrong de lols..opps and THIS IS HOW I SPENT MY FIRST TIME IN POLICE STATION lols..den chat wif dearie while b4 he went to slp den do his duty lors lols..and when we reached boat quay is arnd 11pm le and med they all hav finished playin their games le lols..afterwhich walk to chinatown actually intended to take bus de but in the end too late lers think cant catch last train le so take cab instead..im broke lers sobs...miss u my dear..

the fried durian ice cream tat me n joanne shared..looked nicey mahs

2nd august 06...the birthday gal..

2006-07-31T00:02:00.000-07:00

three.one.zero.seven.zero.six...
zero.two.three.five...

good/funny things happen..
hahas esther is pregnant wahahas..
esther pei-ed me for yst lols..she shall be a nice mama next time lols..
good tai jiao hahas..
paiseh moments oso lalas..white shirts guy..lols only esther noes..
went out till arnd 12+am den reached home..
misses..

2006-07-20T04:08:00.000-07:00

time for some pictures...

the neoprints that i took with janice lols...

hahas believe it or not..he's our fac..lols..the one that lifts his leg up de..

haha see tat..

hahas e37q gambling dam...lols huat ar..

cy bdae...

grp pics...

jason's bdae

hahas his end result lols..don waste food so.....

2006-07-20T03:42:00.000-07:00

hahas long time nver blog lers..hmms jus normal routine bahs lols..sch was tough lors den now abit addicted to pon lers duhs..

18-07-06
hahas ehs start from yst lehs went with janice, cheah ying, shee rui, jason and keith to cine de kbox after sch lors..lols ehs den when on the way to woodlands mrt den assie siting at the mrt station looking so depressed..lols he gonna kill me..den we all went to taka to walk n eat b4 going there lors..dots don feel like working at beard papa le lars..pek chek..ehs den after went to kbox we sang from 6+ to 11+ lors lols..hahas is k-ice nite lala..den take the last train back ars lucky sia..

17-07-06
hmms den for mon is studyin lors den test after tat..the faci sucks lars..lols playin o2jam recently lols..

15-07-06 & 16-07-06
hahas erms early morning gotta wake up den go to kallang le lors..hmms got the dragonboat session lols erms quite fun lehs..hahas saw some ppl there sia..lols yuan ching dragonboat was there, rp dragonboat also there den tat jackson also there, den np gals dragonboat dere so geraldine also dere lols..den after dragonboat was like tired den go back home lers lors..ehs for sun lehs feign sick don feel like going to work cus after dragonboat then is like everywhere also pain lors dots..

12-07-06 to 14-07-06
hmms wed was slacking at home lors..den thurs working bahs..lols fri don feel like goin to sch so pon lors stay at home and slack lols..

11-07-06
hmms ehs tat day was jason's bdae bahs den we all giv him a surprise lors..den also go cwp to buy the cake bahs den in class den celeb lors lols..we play until v jialat lols..erms den after lehs we..got janice, medalin(come later), lydia and keith went to cck de kbox to sing song lors lols..k-ice nite hahas med was abit seh lols..

07-07-06
hahas ehs after sch was abit early so went home to slack first before goin to meet jem they all at je mrt station lors..a small part of 2e2 gathering bahs to celeb nc and hl bdae lors..hahas got nc n bf, hl n bf, karen, chong, jem, wl(come later), yong(come later)..we went to suntec to eat lors and also celeb lars..in the end we chosen carls junior or wadever hahas forgotten wad is the shop name..erms den nc n bf, hl n bf went off liao lors..den is like too early lors so we all decided to slack arnd first b4 karen went off den we went to west coast rc to play pool bahs..erms den fk come by lors..slack until quite late liao den decided to go drink smtg first b4 going back..

2006-07-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

hehes from wad ive say in the previous post..world cup fever lors..lols italy and france hahas..win and lost this few days lors..hahas as usual discuss in school on wad should we buy and den buy lors..lmao..hahas in fact morning woke up at 3am with my maid to watch france match hahas wahs disappointed lehs 0-1 nia..thot tat is 0-2 lehs kns..france playing was like -_-...

hahas okie for last sat was kayaking course lors went with xiao ling and shi yan since 9am onwards lors..lols i thot tat we should meet at 815 and in fact is 845 lars..sian-ness..okie it was tiring lars..and sunny day yes hahas but fun lors..lols well in the end finally gotten the 1 star certificate for kayaking lers..satisfaction..hahas erms den after lehs together with xiao ling meet shee rui at lavender mrt station den we headed off to ps to buy cheah ying present..is cheah ying bdae tat day lors..hahas after buying the stuff, we also somehow like lie to cheah ying that we wont be celeb her bdae in fact we are all going to her hse to give her a surprise..met medalin at chinatown lors..hahas den after went to cash studio at china town to sing for an hr liao den some gotta leave le lors..after keith came we went to eat lors..but then after eating xiao ling and shee rui gotta leave liao lors..so we went to kbox at chinatown to continue our singing..hahas we sang till 3am den we went home le..hmms den for sun lehs was working lors..hahas erms so for mon didnt went to school lols cus youth day mahs..much ppl didnt cum to sch too..hahas den went to sch for ut nia lors den went back lers..going back was abit malu cus jackson pulls keith along to block the lift not allowing anyone to enter when there is stil space..hahas den after went to mos burger at cwp with cheah ying, shee rui, joanne and keith lors..and so for tues lehs sch was as usual lors..jus tat attented a talk which makes ppl feel like slpin..and fac lydia hamid hahas damn funny she supported germany lors..but my group supported italy instead..hahas in conclusion it means tat if she thinks wad grp will win, tat grp shall lose hahas lols..den after janice came school for ut lors..hope she was recovering ars..hehes den after the grp of us like lydia(awhile), janice, shee rui, cheah ying and medalin stayed in library to slack lors..hmms wed is completely slack lors..hahas for today is another slacking day in school lors..lalas not forgetting has been sms-in n chattin wif assie too lors..hahas kns him ask me buy de 4d no. lols..smiles smiles..

2006-06-30T02:53:00.000-07:00

wahs sibei pek chek ars..tis is the 3rd time i can say tat im rewriting the whole thing again lors..duhs..hmms keep havin tests sia..arghss failed 2 of the UTs ar getting D+ diaos lors..hai sucks lars..hahas lols have not been updating for like 2 weeks le lors..sians ars..tis few weeks hav been like watchin jap drama lors..damn nicey can..got attack no. 1 which is on vollyball..1 litres of tears which is very touching and really can make u tears drop..gokusen 1 and 2 lols can cheer u up and also nicey show also..

hmms assie tis few weeks has also been calling to chat also lars..lols smoke finish liao den bye bye lols..so for this past few weeks lars..met up with 2e2 peeps on a particular friday at bugis lors..which turns out to be unpleasant lars..quarrels and also disorganisation..see liao damn pek chek lars..not to say who's fault is tat but think of other feelings first lors..arghss havin ppl to wait is also not a good thing lors if late say lars den don meet tat early lars..duhs tat is the only off day sia..such a waste should hav went to help lors..duhs not to say abt the late part..sometimes when u think u're havin a joke over someone and u think is funny so hav u think of others before saying..think before you say..hmms den for the other days lehs is like working again bahs..den for mon which is sch reopen liao lors..ehs quite a few grps nia lors cus world cup fever lars..hahas den went to sch liao was like discussing abt soccer lors lols..hmms den again work lors..hahas saw calvin n also roger's cousin at cold storage lols..for tat week only got 1 day to rest nia..hai ehs den for sat lehs went with xiao ling and cheah ying to lavender for the kayaking course thingy lors..hehes kayaking was fun lars..abit tired lors..hahas capsizing was fun should hav a try..hmms den for the other days like sun n mon was working again lors..hmms den on tues lehs was like after sch so sians lors den went with cheah ying, shee rui, jason and also abel to mos burger to chit chat and slack lors..lols den for wed lehs..went to sch for the interview thingy which lasted like 5 mins nia duhss..ehs den after lehs went to look for fel lars hahas den we go bugis and shop..lols we 2 shoppin siao lars..bought can say quite a no. of stuffs lors..hehes me bought a watch(a little same design as fel also de), belt and also a shirt lors..den arnd 6+ den we went off lers lors..being a loner is not a bad choice afterall..having to face the road alone..having to walk the journey alone..it may seems hard but it feel nice..im tired of the life where ppl make use of you..do u think tat is wad frens are for..sometimes u may think tat u're being funny but u're jus a joke lors..im reallie very tired lers

2006-06-14T10:12:00.000-07:00

hahas ehs wad can i say lehs the singapore is jus so small lars..hahas last week of holidays liao mus make full use of it hmms...attack no. 1 veri nicey can so touching sia too bad is damn short lars..tat assie is damn slow and is stil stuck at his devil beside you..so long thingy lers..outdated him hahas..yuppsss world cup fever..hmms but cant watch ars..assie keeps hao lians to me tat he can watch..hate u lars..

hehes as for mon is jus normal working day for me lars..hehes den after lehs on tues ar not working lors..slacked at home at noon lars..hehes den after meeting janice at town lors..hahas we went to eat first liao lers den arnd 8+ liddat to shop shop lors..hahas ehs after lehs we decided to go take neoprints..hell outta it..hahas quite fun lars we spent 30 mins at there decorating cus basically not much ppl lors..hmms in de end i nver bought the puma bag tat wan cus SOLD and also quite ex lars..in de end bought another orange bag at 30+ lors..hahas after is around 9+ lers and shops are closing lers..hmms so we decided to watch movie..the nun..lols on a tues nite in town is boring..and korea won the match against togo cus can hear those roars whenever there is a goal..hahas assie go pub and he got drunk..drunken ass sia lols..hahas we went to the 9th level cinema lars..couple seats..hahas kns the show not bad got some parts kana scare lars..hmms den for today lehs which is wed lars..hahas erms overslpt and im late for work lers..den took train saw dao Roger, Calvin n his stead bahs..hahas smiled but nver gotta tok much wif them opps..weird feelings lehs n dono wad to tok to also so in de end all the way jus looking at my newspaper lors..hahas den to work was sians lars..tired..hmms den on de way back wif siya while reaching jurong east..saw a guy seems familiar but dono hu so heck care lors..den when reaching chi garden he called me den i noe is Joel..lols wad a coincidence sia one day can meet dao the 3 good frens in a row..s'pore small lars..hahas weets spain win the match..nice nice..enjoyed the holidays..hav fun..mixed feelings..confused = complex..

2006-06-10T02:04:00.000-07:00

omg can u imagine it was like how fast a week has passed le lors..wad a tough and busy week for me ar..tired tired and tired..it has been such a long while since i touch my blog lols...

hmms started off with last thurs went after sch to town first with lyd, cheah ying and keith..after was like havin our dinner first at pepper lunch den to take my stuff liao lers den go to cuzzie's hse to take bag lors..erms den for friday having school as usual lors..after lesson went to rotaract camp with xiao ling..hahas quite fun lors with those *water bombs*..their motive is to get u wet so don let them noe tat u're dry de lars diaos..oh and i almost forgot is tat their games are wacko and pass pass or kiss kiss(lols wad a game name)..hahas den de next day was games like treasure hunt and mysterical wall and again *water bombs*..both of the sessions nver failed to let me GET WET arghhss...hahas erms arnd 3+ the rotaract camp ended lors..den me n xiao ling faser take cabbie to katong hostel lors to z factor camp..hahas erms okie was quite fun too..hav fun cooking and also arghhs from 9+pm lors each of us gotta take like 5-6 *water bombs* with us and walking all de way to east coast park..erms kinda tough at there but stil managed to finish it..arnd 12 de thingy ended..after with a treat of mac by the z factor organiser lors..by the time i was like headache le lars so rested at there lors til 2am den we are being fetched back to katong hostel..erms next day which is sun is another round of games den arnd 3 den we are released from the katong hostel..hahas go home liao rested and packed for another camp lehs..hmms next day which is on mon lars..met xiao ling, medalin n joanne at sch lors for networking ig camp ars..hahas den after came along with lydia lors..im in team 10 lors with xiao ling, lyd, joyce, felicia, li kheng and wee..it started off with the workshop lors which is wad we learnt in networking lesson lors haha so is like resting ars..after was some games like the slippers games, *team bombing* den at nite was the so called treasure hunt game lors..and seriously the first day food in camp no-one really likes it lors haha..and for the next day was like another workshop on networking tis time not much ppl was reallie listening it also bahs..hahas den was like team 9 and 10 were always combining de lors..den was like so -_- my grp of ppls got like some quarrels wif other grp of ppls lars ehs..ehs den after lehs havin captain ball game in the noon time lars..den got some probs but settle liao lors..ehs but overall is fun yeahs..tis game took up almost like 3-5 hrs of our time ar but fun..hmms after was the preparation for nite performance lors..hahas my grp combined with team 9 lars..den basically gals hav to make up as guys and guys hav to make up as gals lars..nicey lehs..overall i think in the performance my grp has done quite well le lehs..nicey..hav fun yeahs..erms den for wed is like debriefing liao den arnd 10+ and we are allowed to go back lers..i missed my bed...my family..okies after camp for thurs and fri is normal working days for me..sobs sobs no life ars..im tired..

2006-05-31T08:43:00.000-07:00

canto pop and jpop..omg im falling in love with it again..

hehes finally a day at home resting lers..dono when shall i get tis kinda of rest again sia..hahas okie basically for yst lehs went to sch for lesson lors..actuallie should be going to watch movie wif shee rui dey all after sch de but bcus of lack of money den nver go lors..instead went wif janice to amk kbox for kboxing session lols..hahas jus the 2 of us lors..can say me sua ku or wad lars first time steppin into amk lors haha..went there to shop arnd den to slack first cus is like a little early for us mahs..went for kbox arnd 7pm lars..hahas damn shuang lars keep singin and singing..we kept pressing the service bell lors..den the ppl dere keep cumin in think they also abit pek chek ar..after arnd 10pm den we went out of there lers..lols den i went back by mrt, janice by cab lors..fun day..holidays are coming lers..2 more days..

pics that we took previously...

2006-05-30T00:16:00.000-07:00

time was nver sufficient for me..slept for like 3 hrs nia..arghhs damn tired can..sch has been alrite for me..single is afterall not a bad choice yeas..

hmms tis few days hav been workin n studyin for me ar..jialat ar..hmms on thurs, fri, sat and sun also workin bahs..lols lydia workin wif me on sun den was like damn crowded tis few days ars cus s'pore sales i think..wahs assie yst dono where de wind blown till him ar cal me lehs..lols den he stil pei me chat until i almost reached home sia..-rare kkies-..hehes den for today which is mon lars schling as normal den stress lars data comm..hahas after lesson went wif cheah ying, shee rui, xiao ling and joanne to pasar malam to walk walk abit lors..after joanne and xiao ling headed home liao left me cheah ying and shee rui lars..went beard papa to find esther awhile lols..haha den after went to mos burger to slack lars..after assie shaun called me say wana meet cus he at yishun lols den okie wif me lors..haha den arnd 5+ he came find me lols hair + tall freak..deformities stil wan show off to me lols..haha okie lars den he gave me NEWSPAPER..omg he stil owe me alots of gifts shall slowly collect from him..aside from tat hav been chattin wif shee rui and cheah ying at mos since 5+ lars..haha can say the longest i stayed in MOS burger lols until 930 can..haha we chatted like nobody's business..but bobian ar tml got sch lehs so in de end went backie lers..lalas into canto-pop recently nicey..holidays coming soon...hees

2006-05-26T09:48:00.000-07:00

hahas busy week..busy holidays..schedule booked..no time for me to rest ar..finally i've my contact lense made..

lols finally two UT has passed le ars..wahs so damn busy, stressful and tired ars..cant stand it..okies tis few days have been workin and workin ar..ya hor lydia is also working in beard papa now..damn zai lars..as for sch..hahas my class has bcum the beard papa class ar..fun..very power de them..no matter how much food i brought in..in de end before the 12pm break it shall be finished de..hehes holiday is coming and camps are coming..lookin forward to it..weets all in june 2-3 rotaract camp..3-4 z-factor mentoring camp..5-7 networking camp(not confirmed)..rest of de days shall be workin days..outings outings..

frens = my life..-smiles-

2006-05-19T09:48:00.000-07:00

tired ars..seems like 24hours doesnt seems enuff for us de lors..hahas another UT jus finished le lors..stress ar..

hehes anyway on tues went out after school with cheah ying, joanne and keith to chinatown first den to chinatown de kbox to sing sing lors..hehes so damn tired ars..wahs de ppl beside hors damn incosiderate ar bass on until so max sia den we also lors keep chosing those "power" songs to blast them ar..hahas in de end we are all tired liao lers instead of ton-in till 6am we arnd 12 den went home lers..thanks for the lobang ar keith lols..den for wed meeting scandal- xiao ling to sch for ce talk lors..haha she funny sia while waitin she went to bookshop shop shop den she bought 3comics and is like 15bucks den she veri dui ar..hmms for thurs ar is web multimedia i think den we done a ppt on the buang gal..haha can luff til pengs..after went for work lors..hahas so as for fri lehs having UT after sch ar..den de database is so damn boring lors..after UT liao faster rush with xiao ling, cheah ying, joanne and medalin to bishan for the mentoring de interview lors..walking the pathway of bishan recalls the time i went to find him..felt so stupid at tat time cus waste my time..be contented with what you have..-smiles-...

2006-05-14T01:12:00.000-07:00

ups and downs tis few days..hmms...

hmms down for mon ehs shall not talk abt it..pissed off..i've my own attitude don cum disturb and i shall not even care..sux anyway thanks to bestie frens - assie shaunie and fel ar..dere for me when i needed them..lalas..cried out when tokin wif them and is nice walkin alone from sch to woodland mrt..calm u down hmms..hehes for tues lehs after sch went out with janice, cheah ying and shee rui to cwp to walk walk lors..haha went for the dessert lors..after went to take neoprints..hehes slack arnd den went home..as for wed..havin extra lesson for networking so came back to listen den after for the talk..hahas b4 tat havin breakfast wif my classmates..after lesson slack wif classmates at canteen til 2 den talk..boring..hahas after went to bugis to walk and shop lors..zai lors..take neoprints again hahas fun..tis time round got lydia, cheah ying, shee rui, joanne and medalin..haha after went for dinner at bugis street 2nd floor den went for ice monster..hehes as for thurs after sch went for work lors..den got new part-timer so damn zhuai..sucks lars..attitude haha think she heard i cal her lao..wadever den after workin went to west coast rc to meet ck, zl, zhilong and desmond for pool session den after went back..so for fri was purely workin lors..damn busy..hehes sat went for work lors..in between janice ask me go clubbin..arghh lors cus i underage -_- dono whether can go in anot..haha next time kkies..den too bad bahs so went to west coast rc to meet jem, huilin, karen,wl, ck, zl and their frens for pool session..pool is gettin more and more sian i can say..tired ar..lack of slp..hehes...hav fun everyone..

2006-05-04T00:13:00.000-07:00

hahas sians now in tat long winded fac de lesson lors..hmms so damn tired ars..tis few days really feeling very sick and tired ar..buey tahan ars..

hehes last sat is san jie birthday wors and so on fri lehs we plan a birthday surprise for her..we went causeway lookin for her presents and we like secretly ask the staff to play along wif us also lors..haha u lao le san jie..hehes so for sat, sun and mon hav been working lors..den on tues went to sch liao lers den go woodland library to borrow books on java and mySQL..damn thick can but i think it gonna be display books in my hse bahs lols..hahas so here come wed..meetin my E37Q frens at tamp lors..haha meet at arnd 11 lors..after some reach liao den we went to tamp kbox and sing sing..lols got medalin, lydia, cheah ying, shee rui, janice and jason..fun..but we didnt extend the singing session and went to kpool to play awhile den went for sakae sushi..hehes buffet lehs wahs we order damn much lors..too much until we ownselves also shocked ar..hahas den took pics lors..we stayed damn long in dere lors until 6 den we went off..haha after eating we went tampmall to take neoprints lors..arnd 7 den we went back home lers..anyway fun day out..

hahas sushi sushi..yumss fried scallop so mani lols..

think got 40+ plates...woopss

lalas..:p
opps eaten by lydia haha..
dots...lols
candid camera haha..
hehes it sure is fun..

2006-04-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

hahas sians ars nowadays more n more stress ars cus of the modules lars can die ar..got the mySQL and java and etc..arghss..sucks and to those whom i stil call "frens"..bth lors..don take me for granted..im not there to help u or jus to provide u with anything u wan..cant u think for urself and also solve all those things by urself..why cant u all be independent..siam lors..i dont need this kind of ppl as frens..jus wasting my time nia..

hahas okie lehs on tues ars meet up with assie shaun lars at woodland mrt station lars..is like finally lors and like know each other for so long lehs 3 years and is first time meetin was like so damn de paiseh lars cus like talking to a tall freak haha..lucky ar heng kiat n nick they all down dere ars..hahas he wear until like goin clubbing lors so de CUTIE..haha he force me say de..hahas after meeting liao lers den go sch lors nth much happen as usual bahs..hmms den for wed lehs which is no sch lars den went for swimming and after tat workin lors..hahas wahs fcukin happie lors tat MH transfer to other outlet bcum supervisor lehs..hahas our outlet is like everyone is happily packing her things hope tat she will not be back ar..bad rites..haha after went backie liao was like so -_-..sians 1/2 lars in de train got 1 group of ppl wan to act like chao ah beng sia but don look like lors..with all those voulgar language and tokin damn fcukin loud..sibei boliao lors..siao lors sitting down on the train got prob with it mehs..like them mehs no balls to sit down sia..so act..

2006-04-21T09:27:00.000-07:00

hahas tis few days sch was so-so lors..quite stressed up..sians jus cant imagine first week already like tat wad abt the next few weeks and UT arghhs..java, mySQL, etc..omg..

hahas anyway recently hav been blog surfing due to sian-ness..and alots of gay or wadever blogs seems to be an in-thingy lars..hahas dono why some ppl jus feel so agitated or so shocked when they saw this..hahas anyway is like "wad trend are we in now"..ppl wan do wad is their business, huan lo so much for wad..nth better to do ar..give them ur blessing and wouldnt it be good..

dono why some ppl jus like to give their comments so much sia..mouth sibei noisy ar..don understand me and the real situation of wad happen to me n my ex den diam diam lars..u bloody farker, siam lors..i don need ur sympathy and i dont need to tel u wad has been happening in my life..true frens are hard to find..frens hav been taking things for granted and tis reallie make me bth (not jus 1 or 2 nia lors is like most of the "frens")..need help den cum find me lars..freaking boliao lors..reflect on urself first..

2006-04-18T20:44:00.000-07:00

hahas my time table for tis semester :

mon - C119-1-E37Q-A Web Multimedia
tues - C107-2-E37Q-A Database Systems
wed - no school..
thurs - C121-3-E37Q-A Datacommunications and Networking
fri - C108-4-E37Q-A Object Oriented Programming

cold weather...cold school...boring day hahas...

2006-04-17T22:48:00.000-07:00

hahas backie to normal lers..i've understood my feelings lers and now i don feel anything..so maybe i owe u back in the previous relationship and now u hav repaid it back..so we hav nothin to do wif each other..but in the first place, if u're not certain wif urself den shall not make so many empty promises and to patch back..hahas cus u're jus toyin wif others' feeling..leavin so many negatives abt urself in others..happie is wad i am now cus i need not worry abt u and also frownin abt everything..

hahas suan le anyway sun ar woke up beri early go meet fel at 1045 at marsiling ar..haha so damn tired..cus heng kiat gonna bring us go fou tang mah..haha wahs damn "zhuang yan", strict when u mean it..wahs so formal till me n fel shocked ar..okie den eat abit liao den their ceremony began, gotta kowtow alots of times, den after singing, talks then to games section which we played the murderer la haha okies quite fun overall..wahs den the jiang shi there talk to me and fel for arnd 1 hr or more..and we jus can keep on listening ar..haha can fall aslp sia..afterwhich arnd 5 den we went back home..hahas okie for today..finally sch reopen liao ar..hahas of course feeling very tired lars..but in the end meet san jie late opps haha..den after reach rp @ woodlands liao was like arghhs so damn mani ppl..haha and everyone hav to "queue up" to take lift up..traffic jam sia..my class is at E37Q..hahas which is 7th level lars..wahs lucky me n nisha in the same class lehs..erms ok class was quite okie lars..den da jie cum find me during breaks den after went to her block E2 to find her n san jie..haha everythin was so funny..see alots of my old classmates ar miss them..haha after lesson me n er jie intend to go blk E2 to look for da jie n san jie de..wahs suay ar kana caught by the security cus wearing slippers haha write down names all tis nia lo..heck ar lols..practically outside each block is stationed by 1 or 2 security..haha was rainin heavily outside ar..afterwhich we went causeway point to shop awhile den go back lers..after i went to jp wif maid n didi to buy sandals..haha bobian cus later kana caught again 50 bucks leh..

2006-04-15T13:50:00.000-07:00

horoscope for libra..zhun ar

Fresh ideas will come into your world today, lighting up your mood and your mind.

In Detail
Nobody ever said it was going to be easy. Okay, maybe somebody did say that. But they were wrong, and if you believed them, you could be in for a little wake-up call. But don't worry -- if things were easy, life would be so boring! It's much better this way. You'll be much more energized and engaged, and that will make the whole prospect more interesting.

2006-04-15T01:51:00.000-07:00

hehes be happie for me..at least i noe fel, kor n assie shaun are happie haha..cus finallie im back to single..single club = no worries haha..i wont regret and once it is over, is over lers..haha ur lies are damn white sia..finally i noe de truth lers..and don say im thinkin too much..cus i heard tat u got a new gal lers..shall wish u good luck den lalas..

happie good friday to all of u..and of course sch are starting again..n yet time table not out yet -_-..

hmms tis few days ars have been offdays for me..haha assie shaun ask me cal him wakie i cal n ask him to qi lai da bian lers and yet he went back slpin..such an assie..haha bought 1 brown crownie -respect- jacket at 77th street too..narnia very nice to watch especially the war part, peter is so damn shuai hehes..hav a new haircut too..wed went to meet xiao gu and nicholas lars cus xiao gu wan to transfer songs all tis den wan to hav his hp repair..xiao gu also say break better hahas..dots go suntec zhou bo den after they smoke liao den we go back -_-..hehes erms for today is such a sucky day apart from the truth (in fact i expected it), a little sad but mostly is disappointed nia wadever haha..den after went for work..stil got those irritating customer ar fuck sia..den stil kana say by MH..siao la..-slaps-..gettin those damn headache arghhss..backie to techno lers hehes cus it makes me happie n it even puts me to slp..havin u or not havin u is the same to me cus it makes no difference..hahas lalas..enjoying life..

2006-04-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

single is awaiting me...
wahs frenster horoscope damn zhun lors..

here it goes:
So what's happening in your love life? Give it a little thought. What do you have? What do you want? While you're posing your most innermost of innermost selves these questions, you might notice something. Maybe it's the spring sun shining through the spring storm clouds. Maybe it's beaming down on the itsy bitsy flowers poking their heads out of the earth. Maybe it's a scent in the air. Whatever tips you off, your hunch is right: It's a time for new beginnings.

i've decided to let it go..since de day we stead til break til patch til now..u think lors..wadever thing hav u ever done for me..chance hav been given jus tat u dont know how to appreciate it..its been 1week since u contact me..u've given me hope n yet u tarnished it again..jus nth can seems forever..wad u wan and wad i wan is really different..u may say tat im not understanding, thinkin too much..but really am i..so wad hav u done as a part in bf..i noe i shouldnt be affected by wad others say..but really quite a no. of ppl has really adviced me to give it up..thou i decided to give it a try but now i really hav given it up..do u noe tat no security has been felt..and do u ever noe tat 2months hav passed for us..u dont even care..ur actions jus don prove wad u've said..hav u ever thought for me..u ask me to tolerate for the few more months or wadever and even hav said me out over the fone the previous time..but wad abt me..yes u're inside camp and u hav no freedom all tis but u think u're de one suffering only..pls lors im also workin lehs..probs hav been coming also..and u urself are not contacting me..how understanding do u wan me to be..

-wadever-

2006-04-08T01:12:00.000-07:00

workin today sucks..
relationship sucks..

hmms aniwae today fel send me some of the scanned neoprints tat we had...

hahas first few pics taken..whilst waiting for the "playground" thingy.. 050406..

hahas finally get to play the "playground" thingy..but sians ran out of ideas wad to pose hmms.. see fel jiu noe lers haha.. 050406

tis was taken on 10feb..before goin clubbin take de hees..

2006-04-07T13:52:00.000-07:00

hehes wahs now my body was aching all over sia..but yst was a fun day out wif my kor n da sao hahas..den at nite was abit moody lars but cant be bothered animore..jus hai..

hahas yst kor n fel came over to chi garden at arnd 1130 lors..1 stayin at bedok and the other staying at woodlands..long journey for them ar..poor them hahas but anyway after tat we went to the swimmin complex dere lors cus we gotta play badminton at dere..haha in dere was like so hot ar den tat kor was like bullyin me n fel ar..haha so poor thing hors..after arnd 1230 we went out of there cus we bring my didi to sch..after bringin him to sch we went back to the court to play ar..haha tis time got penalty lors so poor thing me n fel gotta run arnd the court..so paiseh..after we played until almost 3 den we went to kfc to hav our lunch..slack at there until arnd 4 den we decided to go jurong east to play arcade..hahas reached dere liao we played alots of games ar..daytona, wah so shiok lors 55cents for 2 games..we played alots of time ar..den after we played de drum game..basketball game hahas tat was fun..erms slack til arnd 6 den we went back home lers..hai den go back -_-..jus since u don care den i shall not care too..why should i make myself so sad..and why cant u jus finish off our r/s jus straight and easy..no contact frm him lors yst..aiya stil single is better..

clubbin pics..rp bash @ chinablack hehes...

snapshot...dots haha

my hump my hump my hump..oye mi canto..

2006-04-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

hmms after of wad i've told hubbie, in the end dere is stil not much changes bahs..hai ehs stil de same don think too much dots lors..-given up hope-

hahas ehs aniway i've begin not to worrie too much and think of the brighter side..yeaps i stil got lots of great ppl arnd me..woohoos..hehes ehs for the past few days ar tat assie shaun go chalet ars den so bad lors left me so sians haa but got cal me to chat awhile lars..GOOD of u lars hors..so rare lors haha ass froggie..dono u go dere to play mahjong or to chalet de..hmms den has been workin days for me..some of de days hubbie wil cal to chat awhile den lights off..hmms finallie today went outtie wif fel fel..hehes at first we went to buy sugar cane juice n share n den to far east to walk walk cus her sandals spoil lers den we went lookin for sandals in de end i oso bought 1 for myself opps..hahas after we went 7-11 bought a large slurpee n share n decided to walk all the way to ps cus today our theme is BUDGET..hahas den after reached ps we ate long john lors..she drank sprite i drank ice tea..hahas after we went arcade woohoos..haha played daytona..haha i won her she win once nia after so many games lalas..after we went to play the drum thingy..so funny..wu di tie jing gang..haha we played until arnd 4 den we decided to walk back to heeren to walk again..halfway thru we bought honeydew milk tea n share..hehes went dere to take neoprints actually..should try the one wif the playground thingy hahas quite fun yeahs..nicey..afterwhich we went to wisma shop awhile den we went separate ways, she went to meet kor n i go work lers..hahas den during work saw mike dots lors he also workin at my area dere sia dots..so qiao..p.s: hahas hav u all note abt the drinks..haha me n fel was shocked tat we've actuallie drank tat much drinks today..hahas tml gonna hav a badminton section wif fel n kor..woohoos yippes dey are coming n thanks oso to my cousins to lend me de racket all tis hehes should be goin to their hse to take de but my other cousin gonna cum my hse tml to give me..so good thankies..i love them all..muackies..hehes

2006-04-02T00:30:00.000-08:00

stop askin me to not think too much..i reallie bth liao lers..

hais today went to swim den after went to library to borrow books n read..damn no mood..erms den after lehs went home den slp..while slpin he msg me smtg tat makes me feel so damn sad..abt gf thingy..hai i wan and tried to believe it but is like so hard to believe..tears of silent cries flow..i jus feel like my heart is so damn pain..is this the way im being pranked during april's fool day..this feeling -sucks-..happy april's fool day

-mia-

2006-03-30T09:37:00.000-08:00

hahas okie for now is back to normal again liao lers..hmms as usual lors went fer work and also nth much bahs..ehs den when i was on my way back gotten hubbie's fone cal lers..haha his voice changed lers lors..cus he is sick..opps now his turn to sick n im okie lers..erms stil de same lors ask me not to think too much again..but hai okie lars try not to lors..stil use tat fierce voice grrs..hahas sai lars stil say he very sad n also i hai him cant slp thru-out de nite dono true or not de..erms tok for awhile den he gotta put down fone liao lers cus lights off again..miss u..aniwae take care everione..